BrightWin One-Shot Stories (S1)

Mean It 3/3

Tine couldn't sleep that's why he decided to leave his room and went to the garden.
He sits on the wooden swing and stares at the night sky

What did I just gotten myself into?

Tine questions himself when he suddenly remembers his feelings for Sarawat.
Tine lets out a heavy deep breath and keeps on staring at the night sky and his tears are dropping one by one
Sarawat just got back from dropping Pam off at her house
He starts to walk up the stairs but he sees a figure sitting on the wooden swing
Sarawat goes back and opens the glass door and steps outside
He quitely closes it and stands behind Tine
Tine still doesn't know that Sarawat is standing behind him
"I hate you. I hate myself more." Tine mutters then covers his face using his hands
Sarawat sits next to him and Tine quickly looks at him
Sarawat can see Tine's red eyes and he feels bad suddenly
"Tine, ..." Sarawat speaks
Tine raises his hand to stop Sarawat from talking
"I'm mad at you but I'm more mad at myself for letting you bring me in this situation." Tine says while looking directly into Sarawat's eyes
"I can't keep doing this." Tine shook his head as he looked away
"What? Why?" Sarawat quickly asks
"Because you don't really like me!" Tine says and looks at him again
Before Sarawat could even utter a word, Tine speaks again
"I don't even know what you are. If you're gay, real straight or you just really love so much attention." Sarawat could see pure hatred in Tine's eyes
Tine looks away then lays back and lets out a heavy deep breath
"You're so unfair." Tine shakes his head and quietly sobs
"It makes me feel pathetic and I'm not pathetic." Tine said between sobs as he wiped his tears at the same time
He quickly goes inside the house and runs his way up to his room
Sarawat just stayed there dumbfounded

Tine goes to school with swollen eyes but he doesn't care.
"Tine, are you okay?" Fong asks him
"Just didn't get enough of sleep last night." Tine tiredly answered and his friends nodded
"Hey, Tine." Luke reaches them with a smile on his face
His smiles fades seeing Tine's swollen eyes
"Are you okay? You don't look so well." Luke says and quickly holds Tine's shoulder
"I'm fine, Luke." Tine gives him a small smile
"Come on. Let's get some fresh air first." Luke says and pulls Tine with him
They reached the school's field and occupied a table
"Good thing. I have a bottle of water here." Luke says and puts out the water bottle from his bag
"Thanks." Tine says and drinks it
"I feel better than earlier. Thank you, Luke." Tine says and Luke gives him a warm smile
"Luke!" Pam comes out from nowhere and hugs Luke

If there's Pam, there's Sarawat.

Tine thought and saw Sarawat.
Luke and Sarawat just cooly nodded at each other
"Hi, Tine." Pam waves and smiles at Tine
Tine just smiles back at her and quickly looks away
"Your dreams are slowly getting real, I see." Pam says to Luke.
"Well, back at you." Luke says
"For real? You're into him?" Sarawat stood beside Pam as he said that

Total asshole.

Tine thought as he simply rolled his eyes.
"I also don't get it why Pam is so into you." Luke says while directly looking at Sarawat's eyes.
Sarawat's jaw clenches
"Don't question my feelings for Tine. I'm not like you." Luke emphasizes the last part and Sarawat is ready to beat the shit out of Luke and Tine can see that
And when Sarawat raises his fist, Tine quickly stands up in front of Luke and Sarawat's fist lands on Tine's face
"Tine!" Luke expresses and holds him
Tine looks at Sarawat who has now a shocked expression
"Tine." Sarawat whispers and Tine just glares at him before leaving
"Tine, wait!" Sarawat runs after him and Tine runs as fast as he can
Sarawat caught his wrist that made Tine to stop from running
Tine shoves Sarawat's hand away
"It's over, Sarawat." Tine says while not even bothering to face Sarawat
"It was unintentional." Sarawat quickly says and stands in front of him
Sarawat looks at him with so much guilt and he was about to hold Tine but Tine steps backwards
"It's all fucking over." Tine grits his teeth