Bangtwice Imagines -slow update -

Jimina: Anxiety

Angst

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Jimin PoV.

Shes here, sitting in front of me, being her usual quiet self.

But it feels so different.....

Why?

What's wrong?

I play with my food that's on the table, having eaten nothing the whole day but I dont feel like eating anymore. I lost my appetite when I saw her, not talking to me as shes using her phone while she eats.

"Yah, Mina-ya."

"Mmm" she hummed in reply. Still looking at her phone as if I wasnt even here.

"You should stop using your phone, you know. Focus on your food." I said to her, getting tired of sitting here alone, even though she's right here.

"I can handle, Chim. I need to finish these documents the CEO sent me yesterday and I just ne-"

"Focus on me, atleast." I said to her. My voice soft as I didn't want to talk but I couldn't keep it to myself anymore. "You've been working all week and it feels like we dont even know eachother anymore. We're like strangers that live in the same apartment, I dont even know if you sleep in our apartment anymore." I finished, my voice still soft as I look down, playing with the expensive dinner that the restaurant I reserved a week ago gave to us.

"You keep cancelling our dates, even this one. If I hadn't told your CEO to give you a day off you wouldn't have-"

"You did what?" She suddenly cut me off, her tone of voice harsh.

I stop all of my movements, as I feel her sharp glare. I look up to see her gripping the utensils used for eating, her jaw clenched and a dark aura surrounding her.

Did I say something wrong?

"I asked you a question, Jimin." She said, still looking at me like I did do something wrong.

Did I say something to trigger her like this? I dont see anything wrong about asking the CEO for a day off, I dont see anything wrong about wanting to go on a date either. I ask myself, my eyebrows furrowing in disbelief as I look at her.

"What do you mean, Mina. I did nothing wrong. I just asked your CEO if you could have a day off just for today so that we coul-"

I was interrupted by standing up, slamming the table with her fists, her knuckles reddened at the impact.

I froze in shock, instinctively reaching out to hold her hands when she pulled away. Looking at me with anger, disgust, disappointment, etc.

My heart ached as she pulled her hand away, it felt like a thousand knives stabbing me in the chest. Seeing her look at me with that face made me want to cry out.

I could feel all eyes on us, everyone in the restaurant having stopped what they were doing as she looked at me.

"Why the fuck did you do that?", my girlfriend said. It doesnt feel right to call her that, a stranger sounds better.

"Tell your CEO to give you a day off? I had to Mina, because if I didnt do it we wouldn't have taken this date." I said to,  not knowing why I had to explain myself when she should be the one explaining why she cancelled all our plans.

"Jimin, I know that I've been avoiding you using work but I told you, I can handle myself!"

So shes been avoiding me.

"I dont need you to take me out on dates every weekend when I could be in my office, working hard to get money to satisfy both our needs."

You're not the only one working hard. Oh right, you dont know about my job because you never really cared did you.