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( Still Young K's point of view )
Meme guy: Why are you asking me questions about Melanie by the way? 12:00am
Young K: I was just wondering
Meme guy: Yeah you sure about that
Young K: Yeah
Meme guy: You like her still don't you?
Young K: No I don't
Meme guy: You still love her?
Young K: ....
Meme guy: I knew it. You can't let go of her
Young K: I can't
Meme guy: I know you can't
Young K: Yeah
Meme guy: You can still have feelings for her
Young K: I'm supposed to be moving on from her
Meme guy: She is worth something and you don't realize it. It doesn't matter about the hand holding and the kisses it's about you liking her for who she is, your supposed to love her flaws and everything. She just doesn't know what to do sense your were gone.
Young K: Your right
Meme guy: I know I'm right you just need to see the whole picture
Young K: I know
Meme guy: Will I got to go you need to realize things Brian.
Young K: ITS YOUNG K!!
( back to melanie's pov )
I'm in my bed laying down.
Later tonight I'm going with my friends to pick out a dress for Yunsung's party.
I wonder if Young K will be there because I want him there.
I also want him back.
I can't live without him.
My life is lost without him.
I miss him and me being together as a couple.
I miss him over my house.
I miss our long night drives, where we just drove not caring where we went.
I miss being at his band practice with him and his friends.
I miss us. I want us back.
I don't know if he wants me anymore though.
I see him with other girls at school before my big outburst a few days ago.
Im probably not worth his time anymore.
I wish I never did what I did cause now I regret it a lot.
I hate myself for what I've done.
My body isn't beautiful anymore.
My hair isn't what people like to see.
No one will ever love my blue eyes anymore.
No one will want to kiss my lips anymore.
No one will want to love me and this heart anymore cause they will only see my flaws.
I'm not worth anything to him.
I'm hopeless.
~ 2 hours go by and it's now 8pm ~
I walk into the dress places greeted by my friends being here already.
"You should get this one and white heels? " Courtney says.
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" It's to revealing " I say.
"Girl you gotta get into the fashion nowadays" she says and looks for another one.
"What about this one, with some high thigh boots?" Courtney says.
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" I like it but I want this one" I say showing her this dress with long sleeve laced black dress.
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" omg your getting this one" Courtney says to me and carrying it to the cashier.
I got the dress I wanted now I just have to wait for the party.
𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐝 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐭: 541 _________ ( Edited: May 24,2019 ) Re-edited August 29,2020
