White Girl Problems {#1}

Why cant white girls avoid creating a scene?

Clara's POV
I woke up to see Tyler looming over me, Courtney flung over his shoulder. I turned to my left to see Alec shirtless, his body tangled with mine and I was wearing his jumper. This must look dodgy. I think about apologising and explaining myself to Tyler but then again, why should I? He's with Courtney. The remains of mine and Alec's conversation whirled around my mind. Oh yeah... that's why.
"I didn't sleep with him" I grumbled
Tyler just stared at me for a good 5 minutes. He practically threw Courtney onto the floor and ripped me out of Alec's grasp. Before I had a chance to scream he clamped his hand over my mouth and stormed away, with me flailing in his arms. His jaw was clenched and a vein was bulging, which meant he was seriously angry. When I realised this I stopped flailing, terrified that he would hurt me.
"Why did you stay with him?" Tyler growled.
"You scared and upset me" I mumbled into his hand.
"Well I'm sorry but I'm still punishing you" he replied, in a softer tone. I unclamped his hand.
"What?!" I shrieked with horror. We were nearing towards a lake and I knew where this was going, I threw off my expensive Nikes before we got any closer.
"Tyler dont you dare, don't you-"
I didn't have time to finish my sentence as I was flung into the air. I held my breath while the icy water surrounded me. I opened my eyes wide with terror as bubbles swirled around my hair. I had never learnt how to swim. My lungs felt like they were being filled with rocks as I tried desperately to surface. I was drowning in my only fear. A sudden weight plummeted into the depths and created a ripple effect, sending sudden pulses of energy crashing towards me. Tyler had come to rescue me. I felt a strong arm grip around my waist as I was pushed up to the surface.
"Why didnt you tell me"
"Tell you what"
"That you couldn't swim"
"It's embarrassing, anyway why do you care so much Tyler?"
"Because Clara just because"
Tyler cupped my cheek and started creating circular movements with his thumb. He used his spare hand to take strands of hair and tucked it behind my ear. I wrapped my arms around his neck, partly because I wanted to stay afloat and partly because I wanted to be closer to him. I wasn't sure what my body was doing but it sure liked Tyler. I was afraid my heart would be noticeable, giving the amount of velocity that it was pumping out every second. He placed his forehead against mine and smiled, displaying a set of dimples. Our lips brushed against each other as Tyler pulled me in closer. A soft moan erupted from the back of Tyler's throat and I smiled.
Courtney's POV
I woke up to find Alec next to me.
"What are you doing here?" we said in unison.
"Where's Clara?"
"Where's Tyler?"
I stood up immediately and Alec followed. We came to a clearing near a lake and could hear two people, they sounded like they were making out. Desperate to know the gossip I crept closer to the lake. The closer I got the more I thought I recognised the figures. It can't be. No, no, no Clara and Tyler wouldn't do this to me. I shrieked when I realised the horrible truth. It was them.
Clara's POV
I heard a scream and I instantly knew who it was. Courtney. Guilt started to tunnel into my heart and make me feel like the inside of me was being taken over by evil. Was I that cold blooded?
"What are you doing here?" all four of us said in unison.
I could not describe the amount of hurt that was conveyed in both Alec's and Courtney's eyes. I'm such a bitch. I just wanted to go home and cry.
"Courtney I'm sorry I wasn't thinking I-"
"Don't talk to me Clara. You disgusting bitch!! Now I have a reason to hate you I'm going to speak my mind so get ready!"
I hauled myself out of the lake, waiting for the wrath of Courtney.
"I have been living in your shadow too long, you have stolen my best friends, my social status and my life! Guess what?! Boys only like you because you dress like a total slut and they all know you will strip or fuck them for money! You're just a sad little girl who is hungry for attention. You hog the limelight. And when everyone finds out what a horrific bitch you really are they will bow down to me!"
I'm a slut. Boys think ill strip and fuck for money. That feels like someone driving a knife through my heart. As tears brimmed my eyes I tried to form a sentence out of the words that wurred through my mind. The more I thought, the more poisonous my words got, it doesn't take much to hurt Courtney. I decided to be the mature one and not throw constant insults at her.
"Courtney, I am sorry and I deserved to hear all of that. Yeah it stings like hell but I deserved it. I'm sorry I'm such a shit friend."
Courtney stood there, stunned to silence. I knew later on she would react like Regina George from mean girls and scream her head off while slicing up all the photos of me and her. I just needed to get away.
"Alec, I wanna go home. Could you make an announcement?"
"Sure what is it?"
"Ask Maisie to take me home"
Alec pulled out his megaphone and asked for Maisie and her pair to come to the carpark. When Maisie finally came she asked Alec what was up. Alec made up that I didn't feel well and needed to go home ASAP and that she could drive back afterwards and continue with the party. When I got home I ran straight upstairs and into my ensuite bathroom. I ran a bath and left the door unlocked, my parents ask me to do this incase I pass out or something. I sat in the bath and started scrubbing myself from head to toe, to get rid of traces of Tyler and Ethan. I sunk into the bath and heard a knock on the door.
"Who is it?"
"Your sister, duuuh"
"Haha, come in Amber"
I didn't mind Amber seeing me as bubbles were covering me up to my shoulders.
"So whats the real reason that you came home early?"
"You cannot tell mum or dad!"
"Since when did I tell them anything, dad is a cheating scumbag and mum just cares about our social status's"
"Well I think my status is about to be destroyed"
"Why?"
"You know Tyler"
"Tyler...?"
"Archer, Courtney's soon to be ex boyfriend"
"Ah yes, the fit one."
"Yeh well I may or may not of made out with him"
"Wow Clara..."
"I know I'm a shit friend"
"No you gave the girl a wake up call, Tyler has been sleeping around with Liberty for months"
Well any romantic feelings that I had for Tyler have been eliminated. Incase you didn't know, Liberty was Amber's best friend, makes sense that he would go for the college girls.
"Anyways I gotta go out with Harry, will you be okay on your own?"
"Sure"
"I'll lock your bedroom door just incase, key will be slipped under the door, I will have no idea what direction it will fly off to"
"Thanks"
"Love ya"
"Love ya too"
Tyler's POV
Courtney kept shooting me murderous glares while we waited for the return of Maisie. She is mad and even I don't believe the next sentence that leaves my mouth.
"Hey Courtney can I have a ride?"
"Sure" Courtney grimaced.
"Do you mind us leaving bro? I just remembered I have some work to do. My mum will kill me if I fail"
"Sure man, you can go"
"Alright"
I trudged over to Courtney's car, balancing mine and Clara's luggage.
"Just drop me at Clara's" I told Courtney before sliding into her car.
"Oh so you can fuck her brains out in peace?" Courtney sniggered.
"How could you do this to me Tyler?!" Cried Courtney on the way to Clara's.
"Well I guess we're even seeing as you tried to get it on with Alec the other week you hypocritical bitch"
Courtney's breath hitched in her throat.
"How did you know?"
"Alec told me"
"Ok"
"Just to say,incase you were dumb enough not to realise this already, we're over"
"Fine, now I can fuck Alec with no guilt"
Anger bubbled inside of me.
"And I can fill myself with more pleasure that I would ever get from you"
At this point it looked like she may of breathed fire. Courtney's car halted a couple of metres from Clara's house. I grabbed the bags and ran out the car. It felt like a huge weight had been lifted off me and I could finally talk to Clara without Courtney breathing down my neck. I saw Amber pass across the drive.
"Clara's in the bath and don't advance on her, she's vulnerable. If you hurt her I will come after you"
"Kinky"
"Eurgh boys and their one track minds"
Amber unlocked the house and ushered me in before slamming the door behind me. I kicked off my shoes and dumped my bags by the door.
Climbing the grand staircase, my hands started to become clammy. Keep it together Tyler. I knocked a few times and heard a muffled reply through the door, I managed to make out the words 'who is it?'
"Room service" I replied.
Courtney's POV
When I sped home to get some supplies I told my brother everything.
"Well good for Clara, he's been sleeping with Liberty for months"
Is that all he could say?! I started to scream my head off and stormed to my room. I grabbed scissors and sliced the heart off the teddy that Tyler had got me. Looking up, my scream achieved a higher octave as it was full of pictures of me Tyler and Clara. One by one I chopped the photos to bits, smashing any gifts from Clara on the way. I finally reached my Chanel perfume from Tyler. I sprayed it and smelt the air, it now smelt like cheaters, cheapness and fake friendships. I threw the bottle to the floor, causing shards of glass to fly off in different directions and the contents to spill out onto the floor. I collapsed on the floor surrounded by the broken mess that represented my shattered heart.
Clara's POV
Curious to see who was at the door, I wrapped a towel around myself and unlocked the door. Tyler was standing there, eyeing me up and down.
"Stop checking me out"
"Hard not to"
"Shut up"
Tyler pushed passed me and flopped onto my bed.
"What are you doing?"
"Making myself comfortable"
"Well now I know it's only you, I'm going back to my bath."
"Ouch Clara you hurt my ego"
I rolled my eyes and went back into the bathroom, shutting the door behind me. Nobody knows it, but I do have depression. Those people aren't lying when they say we put a mask on everyday and pretend that everything's okay. That's the part that hurts the most, I have to pretend everything is okay when it's not. I stared at my razor, Courtney's viscous words biting into me. Nobody really likes me. I took the razor in my hand and just stared at it. Tears stung my eyes, as I tried to stifle the sobs escaping from my lips. I let the razor dig through my skin a few times and watched the blood trickle out. I was scared to move and just watched the streams of blood that trickled down my arm and dripped into the bath. I looked up and my mirror and saw the black tear tracks slowly drying on my face, my bloodshot eyes and my body which was wasting away due to having no food. I tried to start eating, I really did but I just felt sick every time I tried.
"I just came in to- what have you done Clara"
"Get out!" I screamed, fresh tears brimming in my eyes.
Tyler slowly edged into the room and I immediately dropped my arm under water.
"No point trying to hide it Clara, I've already seen"
I brung my knees up to my chest and ducked my head down.
"Go away Tyler" I sobbed
"I'm not leaving you're hurt and you've done something stupid."
"It's not stupid Tyler! Do you know what it's like? To find out EVERYBODY hates you. To starve yourself into perfection. To pretend like everything is fine and we live in an ideal world where nothing is bad! Do you know how it feels to be neglected by parents because you don't look like a model?Do you know how it feels when guys think you're some kind of escort?! Do you know how it feels to get raped?! Do you know how it feels to have to cut yourself just to remind yourself that you are still alive! Exactly you don't! So don't you dare call me stupid Tyler! Just fuck off!" I screamed at him, tears pouring from my eyes.
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So this was one of my longer chapters but I hope you guys enjoyed it! I know it was a bit extreme and quite emotional but it adds to the drama. I think I've added more information to each character in this chapter aswell.The next chapters banner is going to be Kendra. Okay I'm going to shut up now.
Ellie
Xoxo
(Ps I'm running out of ideas so if you have any- message me or comment them)