Too soon, too late (Completed)

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Marahan at mabigat ang bawat hakbang ko papalabas ng kwarto ko para puntahan si Faris na hinihintay ako sa labas ngayon.

I stop midway to stamp my feet in frustration and pulled my hair off. Gaga! Ang gaga gaga ko! Ako na ata pinakadesperadang taong nabubuhay sa mundo.

Why did I even texted that? Bwisit na buhay 'to.

"Anong ginagawa mo diyan, Yna?" Mom curiously asked as she saw me hurting myself.

"Tinatry ko lang, mmy, kung masakit."

"Nasisiraan ka na ba ng bait, nak? Itatakwil na kita kung ganoon."

"Alam mo, mmy? Isa ka pang may sira, e. Grabe ka sa itatakwil, mmy. I'm hurt."

"Oh, e'di nalaman mo na kung ano masakit. Tigilan mo iyan, mukha kang tanga."

I frowned and rolled my eyes.

Nagpatuloy ako sa mabagal na paglalakad at huminto sa tapat ng pintuan.

Putangina talaga, pwede bang hindi ko na siya siputin doon?

Nakakainis, ang tanga tanga ko. Magkaibigan kami! Tropa lang, hindi dapat lalampas doon dahil may chance na masira lahat.

I slowly and lazily opened the door. Halos manlambot ang tuhod ko nang makita ang bultong nakatayo ngayon sa labas ng gate namin. Hands are inside his pocket while leaning on his car like he's in a fucking pictorial.

Who wouldn't fall at that looks? Plus his personality.. napakaswerte ko na na napalapit ako sa kanila.

"Yna.." He called in his plain voice. Parang lahat ng ginagawa niya ay kinatatamaran niya, and that's makes him more attractive for me.

"Ano 'yon, Faris? Bakit tayo mag-uusap?" I asked like I am innocent at everything.

"Don't act like you don't know what it is, Yna. I'll fucking kiss you right now."

Ay, sige.. aarte nalang akong walang alam.

"Ano ba iyon? Wala akong alam?" I almost laugh at my desperate move. Fucking, self.

"I was just kidding. That has its right time. First, allow me to court you first."

I loured and looked away. "Ayoko."

"Why?" Bakas ang gulat sa kanyang mukha sa narinig ma sagot mula sa akin.

"Ayoko, Faris."