BNHA x reader one shots

heather - denki kaminari (angst, hanahaki au)

When I put the text "Like this." It's a flasback.

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''I still remember, the third of december.''

"Denki stop that!'' You giggled as he tickled you. ''No why would I huh?'' He answered as he was on top of you, making you turn red. You couldn't help but to look at his lips and look back at him, only to find him staring back at you as he moved closer.

You heart started beating faster as you guys moved closer to each other. You felt his soft lips press against yours and you kissed back, carefully wrapping your arms around him. This could've been a bad thing to do but the butterflies in your stomach said something else.

After a while you guys pulled back and Denki smiled at you while tucking a hair behind your ear as you turned red. "You know, my sweater looks better on you.'' He said softly as he pressed another kiss on your lips as you giggled.

"Does it?" You asked as you poked his nose with a smile. "Yeah it does." He answered, smiling as well. Denki thought for a bit and then turned you guys around so you were laying down on his chest.

You relaxed on his chest as he played with your hair and listened to the rain falling down on his window. You felt so safe in his arms and wished you could stay like this forever.

"Only if you knew, how much I liked you."

"Hey y/n? Anyone homeeee?" You heard a voice say and you snapped out of your thoughts. You looked at Denki and nodded. You didn't even notice that you drifted away in your thoughts. "I was just lost in my-" "Hey it's Jirou!" Denki said, cutting off midway your sentence as you felt a sore feeling in your throat.

You looked over at Jirou and noticed how he was wearing his sweater, the one he gave you. You sighed and watched how Denki got excited when he saw Jirou and his eyes basically shined brightly. She's got him mesmerized while you died inside.

You coughed a bit out of nowhere and you didn't really think much of it at first, until you noticed the flower pedals on the ground, you quickly swept them away with your feet and started thinking. It couldn't be hanahaki, could it? It was the only thing you could come up with at that moment and in all honesty, it freaked you out.

"So what were you saying y/n?" Denki said with a big smile as they walked back to you hand in hand, with his arm around her shoulder. "O Oh don't worry about it." You answered quickly while covering your mouth. "You sure that you're okay y/n?" Jirou asked genuinely concerned and you just nodded.

How could you ever hate her? She's one of the kindest people you ever have met. She wasn't the loudest in the class but she definitely was there and knew how to lift up anyones mood. You could see why Denki fell for her, she was such an angel.

But then again, you kinda wish she were dead. That she was the one suffering and slowly dying, that she realized the hell one sided love puts you trough and that she realized how much it hurt to see Denki happy with someone else that wasn't her.

"I uh-I gotta go!" You said quickly as you felt another cough creeping up. You rushed to the bathroom, coughing more flower pedals out in the sink.

Because you rushed your way to the bathroom, you didn't notice anyone being here. That someone of course had to be someone from your friend group, your other best friend, Mina to be exact.

"Are you okay y/n?" She asked quickly and you jumped up a bit, just now realizing that you weren't the only one there. "Oh yeah I am, don't worry-" You answered quickly, hoping she didn't think much of the flower pedals.

"It's Denki isn't it?" She guessed, making you look at her right away. Was it that clear? "It isn't don't worry." You answered with a fake smile and she just shook her head.

She knew you longer then today and if you didn't wanna tell her, she would get it. She knows you will tell her when the time is right.

Timeskip.

The days went by pretty slowly, you usually just spend them in your room. You have gotten so much better at avoiding Denki and it honestly hurt you.

It hurt you either way to be honest. Seeing Denki meant you would just cough up full flowers now, yeah it got so far. But not seeing Denki tore you apart as well, it was so quiet without him around.

A loud knock at your door was heard and you jumped up a bit, being taken out of your thoughts.

"Oi, I know you're there! Open the door or I'll blow it up!" You heard Bakugou say and you sat up straight. "Come in." You mumble softly.

Bakugou opens the door and walks in. "You know Denki is looking for you everywhere." He said calmly. "What about it?" You mumble as you look around in your room, seeing flower pedals everywhere.

"It got worse didn't it?" He asked and you sighed. "As long as he's happy it's fine" you answer and he shakes his head.

"You know dumbass, we're all worried about you, get that surgery." He said and crossed his arms. "I'm not gonna get the surgery." You said and looked at him tiredly.

"Yes you are." You heard another voice say and you looked at the direction the voice came from, only to see Denki standing there.

"W-What are you doing here?" You asked quickly. "We need to talk." He answered and you shook your head, but he ignored that and sat down next to you.

Bakugou walked out and mouthed a "Good luck" only for you to flip him off.

Why would Denki want to talk now? He's happy with Jirou isn't he? There's nothing to talk blut at all.

"We need to talk about us." Denki starts and you raise a brow at him. "Denki there's no us." You answered harshly. "You know what I mean-" Denki said but got cut off by your coughs.

You shook your head and looked away from him. Why would he bring this up? Knowing damn well what happened between you guys. Knowing how you felt about him and knowing in what state you are. Why the fuck would he?

"You know what Denki?" You said and looked at him the first time tonight. "Yes?" He asked, being glad you looked at him.

"Denki, why would you ever kiss me? I'm not even half as pretty. You started and he looked at you in shock. "Don't ever say things like that about yourself-" He answered and you just shrugged.

"You gave her your sweater, the sweater that you gave me." You said while tears were streaming down your face without you noticing.

"It's just polyester." He mumbles. "It's "just something" is that what everything was to you?" You asked as you kept coughing up more and more flower pedals.

"No that's not what I meant, I liked you." He says quickly and at this point your vision is getting blurry.

"But you like her better." You continue as you lay down on your pillow. "She's my girlfriend you know, I'm sorry." He mumbles and you slowly close your eyes, not being able to keep them open.

"I wish I were heather." You mumble and you faint. "Y/N?" Denki says and shakes you a bit. "Come on I know you're alive." He says, quickly calling the whole squad, not being sure what to do.

You knew that they were planning for you to get surgery and even suggested it to you but you refused all of it.

If getting surgery meant, forgetting all the feelings you ever had for Denki, you'd rather suffer and see him happy with someone else.