my hell

chapter 3

After a while of thinking Lilly finally spoke " I feel sick trying to work up the courage to get a job,who will have the kids while I'm at work when there of school.getting me a job to get the courage to back to college is pointless. I have no clue idea what I want to do" Lilly is highly intelligent she could of been anything she wanted to but she has ADD and never got any help with it, this means she struggles to put her energy into one thing she wants to do." He's right Casey I'm a waste of space.

Casey hated hearing Lilly put herself down,she was the best person she had ever met by far,and the best friend anyone could ever ask for.caseybhadbto think very carefully before speaking so that she could find the right words to make lilly see what she is truly capable of, " no you aren't, you are the most kind and caring person I have ever met.we are taking this one step at a time I know you can do it.me and Aaron will have the kids for you,before you say anything you aren't asking me to do this, I want to do it for you" Casey knew Lilly to well, she was not one to accept help with open arms. It drove Casey nuts sometimes with how stubborn Lilly can be.

After agreeing to the help they started to look for a job that Lilly would like,that was not normally an easy task as jobs were hard to some by. Most people would settle for anything just to earn a wage.it didn't take the girls to find one,Lilly has now applied for a games host job at the local theme park Alton towers.

Lilly was naturally loud and outgoing,she could sell you just about anything,she has the gift of the gab. All she needs to do now is get past the nerves and be the person she knows she can be. After they were done Lilly thanked Casey for her help and moral support,she was feeling a little better about herself now.

The rest of the day went fairly well,she managed to sort the kids out and cook Adams tea without having a break down. She had been given a new lease of life,feeling good about the fact she will have something away from home, her own thing.

"I can't wait to make new friends,it's going to be hard working after all these years but I need to get back to the happy me" Lilly thought. She had stopped working to take care of her kids,she got to used to being at home. One thing she was scared of was messing up especially with her husbands constant reminders how useless she was, this is why she lost a lot of confidence.

This was Lilly's new start,the road to rediscovery and a journey she will always be glad she took.