FORBIDDEN LOVE -1 WOUNDED HEART'S REVENGE(COMPLETED)

PHASE 19( warning: Mature content ahead) SPG

I don't know how many days I've been here.
For the past few days, hindi ako lumabas. Nasa kwarto lang ako, umiiyak at nag iisip pero i was more on crying kaya wala ring matinong maisip. Ngayun palang ako lumabas.

Hindi ko man lang magawang libutin ang resort. Sobrang ganda nito kaso ang bigat nang pakiramdam ko. Kahit anong gawin ko hindi ko parin matanggap ang katotohanan.
Why is that, Fate is so cruel? Wala naman akong ginawa na makakasira nang ibang tao diba? All my life i was doing things that was just and fair to everyone.
Did i missed something? or, have i done wrong to anyone without me knowing?

It's been days, but, I still couldn't accept it. Why is that my heart still at it. Why is that my hearts keeps beating for him? Hes my brother for God's sake. But why is that i couldn't accept that we share the same blood? Why is that its so hard to let my heart follow what's just?

The sea in front of me tells a lot of story. Maraming naliligo mga bata, matanda, babae at lalaki. couples, group of kids, a group of males and a group of women.They all had their happy faces.

Why can't i do the same?
"Axcel..." i whispered his name out of the sudden and my tears started falling again.
He gave me everything i need, he fullfil my dreams, that i didn't know i had. He let me experience things that I didn't know possible.

Ano na kayang ginagawa niya? hinanap kaya niya ako? pero bakit hindi pa niya ako nakita? Nandidiri kaya siya sa nangyari sa amin?
Umalis ba ulit siya? Lumayo din ba siya katulad nang ginawa ko?

i have a lot of questions in my mind, that i know, i only have the answers when im home.
But i don't know if i can face this hurtful reality. I dont know how to face this pain.

kanina ko pa na papansin. people keep glancing at me and then to thier phones.
I just ignored it. Maybe they had my photos. Hi di na naka pagtataka. Axcel's proposal was filmed by Samantha. For sure she already uploaded it. she's a blogger after all.

I went back on my suit. I don't have the strength to roam around the resort.
I should have bought a phone. But, i think my cash is not enough. i don't want to use my Cards. They can track my location trough it. I still don't want to go home. How i wish, i could escape the reality forever.

Kinabukasan, pagakatapus mag breakfast, bumaba ako. As usual nasa sun lounger lang ako naka upo at naka harap sa dagat. The day was just like yesterday. People keep on glancing at me.

I was dragged back into my reverie when someone approach me.

"Hi, im Jiefanie. Your Miss Cheriemae Villahermosa right?" tanong nito na may malapad na ngite .
shes pretty, she has a fair skin, sexy body and enough height proportion to her body, curves in its places, pointed nose and a heart shaped lips with an almond eyes that has thick and long eyelashes. i can tell that its natural. And a very define eye brows. Shes Familiar, though i didn't know where did i saw her before.

"Yes miss Jiefanie, how may i help you?" i said casually.

"Nothing, actually... ahmm... i just wanna show you this. You never saw it i think." she handed me her gold iPhone 11 pro max.

"what's this?" my eyes widened, its Axcel. A blog from Samantha.
thinking about him pained me already, and looking at him right now hurts like hell.
he's in total mess. Magulo ang buhok. he's eyebags are so visible. Malungkot ang mga mata. I was shaking already when i finally had the guts to play the vedio.

"baby, please come home. whatever your thinking right now is wasn't true. please baby i miss you so bad. please. "

its just short. his not even looking at the camera but his voice tells me that his in wretched state.