FORBIDDEN LOVE -1 WOUNDED HEART'S REVENGE(COMPLETED)

phase 2

My eyes are swollen. I couldn't stopped my self from crying, because of what just happened.

We are riding on his car, on the way to our house.I wanted to run after what he did to me, but I lost all my strength to move and get a taxi for my self. I couldn't believe he almost raped me.
I'm glad that he stopped what his about to do when he noticed I'm crying.

"I'm sorry Cherie, please I don't want to hurt you"
Basag Niya sa katahimikan namin.
I didn't answer him, because my tears are started to fall again.

Hangang sa makarating kami sa bahay hindi ko na siya kinausap.  Dumiritso na ako sa taas nang hindi man lang lumilingon sa kanya.

When I entered my room my suppressed tears started falling. Hinayaan ko ang sariling umiyak nang umiyak sa loob nang banyo. I couldn't believe he did what he did. Jeremy is a gentleman at I've been with him for almost 6 yrs.
Napaisip ako. Siya ba talaga Ang may problima sa aming dalawa o ako? Hindi ko man aminin pero alam ko din naman na sa kabilang banda tama siya. Maypag kukulang din ako sa kanya.
Mahal ko nga ba talaga siya o mali lang ang pagkakaintindi ko sa mga nararamdam ko noon?
Did I just say yes to him, because he can give me the peace and the happiness that I'm longing? I think I wasn't fair to him in the first place.
  I wanted to call Bryze, but I don't want him to worry and I'm sure magagalit lang yun lalo kay Jeremy.

Nang kumalma ako, napag pasyahan kong magbihis at mag ayos na. Malapit na ang hapunan ayaw kong paulanan na naman ako ni Momie nang sermon.

I rooted on my feet, when I entered the dinning room.
Jeremy is there talking to my parents.
Magsisimula na  namang mabuo ang luha ko, pero pilit ko itong pinapabalik. This is not the time to cry.

"Cherie halika na! ano pa bang tinatayo tayo mo diyan, ikaw na lang hinihintay namin"
si momie sa masayang boses.
Nagtataka man ay lumapit at umopo na din ako. Batid ko tahimik lang si dady habang ang kambal ay tahimik lang ding naka masid.

"Kumain na muna tayo bago mag usap" it was Dady in a warning tone. Kaya lalo akong nagtaka.
Dady always let Momie do what she wants and hearing him talk in that way, makes me believe that there's really something wrong.

Pagkatapus na pagkatapus naming kumain nagsalita na si mama.

"Cherie, Jeremy told us something happened between the two of you."
momie said nonchalantly.

Nanigas ako sa kinauupuan. Agad akong bumaling na may tatanong na mga matang naka tingin Kay Jeremy. He only look at me apologiticaly.

"Mom, what are you saying?" Naguguluhan kong tanong kay Momie.

"Cherie, we understand, your old enough."

" What!? I don't understand Mom?
Jeremy? what are they talking!?"
baling ko Kay Jeremy.
He sighed and look at me again with his apologic face.

"Tita asked me why your eyes are swollen, I tell them that something happened between us in my condo. "

" What!? " gulantang kong anas.
Magpapaliwanag na sana ako pero hindi na ako nagkaroon nang pagkakataon, dahil nag simula na si Momie sa lintanya niya.

"Shut up Cherie, your acting like a teenager. for God's sake it's normal. Your both of age. And besides matagal na din naman kayo. What do we expect? And Jeremy told us that he wants to marry you as soon as possible, there's no reason for you to freak out. "

Nanghina ako sa sinabi ni Momie.
I can't believe this is happening. I looked at Dady asking for help.
Maybe, the reason he spoke.

"Zhiekia, let Cherie decide for her self. as you said she's grown enough. It's her life let her choose her path. It doesn't mean that because something happened between her and Jeremy you force her to marry Jeremy. "