Umm so when I was born I was really small. And I stayed relatively skinny-ish until around second grade. So the more weight I gained the more I got bullied in school and at home by my grandmother. She is really mean when it comes to my size and eventually just started straight up telling me i needed to stop eating so much. I might seem like i'm overreacting but being told the same things at school and at home makes it really hard. My mom wants me to get bloodwork done to see if I have a thyroid issue. She said it's because she does and the doctor told her hers probably started developing when she was young. I'm also a swimmer for a local team and practiced frequently so my mom found it odd that I was still overweight even though I trained almost every day of the week. So once we started quarantine I kinda stopped eating healthily. Mainly because I was staying up late and waking up at three in the afternoon and staying in bed almost all day. So I basically eat small snacks like cups of cereal or something. So because I don't really eat a lot I guess eating a lot makes my really nauseous? I don't know. Today I kind of had a larger appetite than usual. Right now as I'm writing this I'm actually trying to fight the bile I've been feeling trying to climb up my throat. My stomach really hurts too and it's 5:42 am right now so I guess I'm gonna stop? Thanks for reading if you are I guess.
𝑀𝑎𝑟𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑎 (Martina).
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