Fake boyfriend part 2 - down under

Part 14 - Confusion

'Ryland are you kidding me right now, your everything to me, without you I would still be living in a small beach town on the streets, you give me happiness and your the sweetest person I know, and it's always been the wrong time for us and maybe it's not the right time now, but I swear, you will always be my first option' I said as I placed my hand on his cheek
'I would kiss you right now if I didn't know that you still loved nick inside, but hey, whenever you stop feeling for nick, I'll always be right here because you couldn't get rid of me if you wanted to' he smiled as he held my hand
'I freaking love you ryland, how did I get so lucky to have someone like you in my life' I said letting out a small giggle
'I ask myself the same question about you everyday' he replied
'Wow this might be the nicest we've ever been to each other' I laughed
'Haha your so right ... so what are you gonna do.. go on a date with Noah, take nick back or get back into the dating field?' He asked as he turned to look at the sunset
'I'm gonna do this' I said as I leaned in and kissed him. I knew it was wrong, but it was so familiar, comfortable. He was right tho, I was still stuck on nick but kissing ryland definitely made me realise that their are other people out there.
'Aha what was that' he asked with a smile as he scratched the back of his neck
'Haha I don't know, I had hoped it would make me forget about Nick' I said as I looked down
'It didn't?' He asked
'No, not at all, I don't know what to do anymore... I miss him' I sighed
'Damn y/n, well why don't you come sleep at the sway tonight? You can sleep in my room and that way you can see nick and see if you still have feelings for him' he stated as he looked up at
'That's actually a great idea, let's go, it's getting late anyway' I said as I sat up and finished my champagne
'What about your date with thick neck?' He said letting out a laugh
'I'll reschedule' I said taking out my phone to text Noah while ryland cleaned up the picnic

NOAH

Hey so sorry but I think I'll have to cancel tonight .... somethings come up but I'll see you tomorrow:)

That's fine, see you tomorrow :)

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'All good?' Ryland asked as he got into the car
'Yup, let's go' I said as I turned on the radio
'You sure you ready to see him?' He asked as he looked at me
'Positive, now come on, let's roll' I laughed

After 30 minutes or so we finally arrived at the hype house. Ryland held my hand and we walked in
At first everyone turned to look at me until Thomas came over an gave me a hug
'Omg y/n, your back, you okay?' He asked as he realised me from his grip
'Yeah I'm fine, I think I'll go set up in rylands room and then come down to the pool' I smiled keeping a strong face.
I hadn't seen nick yet but I was hoping that he was in his room.
Ryland walked me up to his room and opened the door.
I always loved rylands room. It had the best view in the house and the nicest onsuit
'I'll be back, I've got to go get my bathes from nicks room' I said blankly
'You sure, I could go get them for you' he asked
'No, I should do it, it's okay, I'll be back in a second' I said with a smile as I walked out the door.
I slowly knocked on nicks door when I heard a
'Come in?'
I walked in and saw him sitting on the bed fully dressed, he didn't looked that upset at all, in fact he looked like nothing had happened until he turned around to relize it was me
'Y/n omg, what are you doing here? Where did you stay? Why did you come back? I'm so so happy your here' he said as he held my hand
'Don't praise the lords yet, I'm staying in rylands room, I'm not here for you, I'm here cause this is my home, and I'm not gonna leave just cause your here' I said as I whipped my hands out of his
'Come on y/n, can we talk' he said as he followed me to the wardrobe
'Talk about what nick? The fact that you cheated? Or the fact that you won't let me live my dream?' I said angrily as I scooped through my draws
'Y/n I'm so extremely sorry! I want you to know that I blocked Madison and I had so much to drink that night that I couldn't even string words together.. please.. I love you, I'll do anything to win you back' he said as he looked into my eyes
'I..well.. no I mean no, no nicks, you can't use your all tricks on me... we are done, I'm not your girl to show off anymore' I said as I grabbed my bathes and walked out the door

I opened the door to find ryland in his board shorts
'How did it go?' He asked as he turned to me
'Just how you would expect, crap' I said as I walked into the bath room and closed the door behind me
I quickly got dressed into my swimmers and grabbed a towel that was laying on the bed.
I walked out the door and down into the pool. And dove straight in

Nicks p.o.v
I saw her get in the pool from my window. Wow she was just amazing, I feel so terrible, but I think this time I actually messed up my chance, like forever.

Ryland p.o.v
Jeez... she was gorgeous.
So cute and funny and finally single but still, it's not the right time.. yet