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y/n felt a tug on his hand, making him look up from his notes to see his tall boyfriend. "can you...come to my game today?
"i can't," y/n mumbled, "i have a test tomorrow and i have to study. next time, okay?"
lev frowned, though y/n didn't see due to the fact he'd already looked back down to his notes, highlighting something he'd written a minute before.
"for fucks sake, just go to our game." kuroo said once lev had left, rolling his eyes. "he came all the way from his class to ask you..."
"you are aware of the test we have tomorrow, right?" y/n grumbled, resting his head in his palm as he reread his notes for any mistakes.
"this is why i told lev not to go for an older guy."
y/n's head snapped up from his journal, shutting it harshly, "what the hell is that supposed to mean?"
kuroo was about to say something—probably something snarky—but luckily yaku stepped in.
"what he means is...well, lev is a first year..he doesn't have to think of what he's going to do after high school right now, where you already are." yaku tried to explain softly, "i mean this in the kindest way possible but you're lev's first boyfriend—no, relationship and i don't think you're giving him a very...good experience."
y/n glared at his classmate, "what?"
"shit, that came out wrong...it's...lev is very clingy, during practice he's always hugging us and stuff. not that it's a bad thing, but lev is the kind of person who wants to be touched—"
"you want me to have sex with lev?!" y/n whispered harshly, looking around to see if anyone heard.
"w-what?! no! that's...that's not what i'm saying. hug him, kiss him, talk and reassure him he's making the right choice on being with you, he should have the proper relationship experience...maybe it's different when you guys are alone but it seems kind of one sided and lev is pretty...sad when you don't show up to things," yaku said with a frown,
"he's been trying really hard during practice, he wants to impress you but how can he do that when you don't even show up? it may not mean anything to you, but volleyball means a lot to him." kuroo quipped.
y/n just nodded and turned away, not wanting to hear anything else. how was someone else going to lecture him on how he should be in his relationship.
sure, y/n wasn't touchy with lev but so what? he held his hand occasionally and lev was always with him when he was...studying. dates. have they been on any dates? god, lev was always there for him yet he was never there for lev.
holy shit, i'm the worst possible person in the world.
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y/n sat nervously in the stands, he was supposed to be in the library studying but if his mom found out he was at a volleyball game, he'd be in the biggest trouble.
surprisingly, y/n found himself cheering along with the others when nekoma made points or successfully blocked. and lev...lev was pretty great.
the game ended quickly and y/n slowly walked down to where the team was, lev didn't even notice him as he didn't expect y/n to even show.
y/n didn't even care about how sweaty his boyfriend probably was and wrapped his arms around his back, making the younger male jolt in surprise. lev craned his neck back to see y/n and instantly smiled, "y-you came!"
"uh, yeah...kuroo and yaku spoke to me." m/n mumbled, noticing the nekoma teams eyes on him and sidestepped so he was out of their view. "you should of just told me i was being a bad boyfriend...i'm sorry my thoughts are just...everywhere and never on you. would you..would you like it better if we broke up?"
lev shook his head, "no! i d-don't want to? w-why are you asking me that-that question!"
y/n's eyes widened, reaching up to stroke lev's cheek, "hey, hey, calm down. i wasn't breaking up with you, i was asking if you wanted to break up with me...i'm not a very good first boyfriend, don't you think?"
"i-i do! you're just busy, right? y-you—"
y/n grabbed lev's hand, "can we go somewhere more private?"
lev looked to see a couple of his teammates looking at him worriedly and nodded, letting y/n drag him out of the gym and into the hallway. "please don't break up with me..."
y/n sighed, "lev, i said i wasn't... so please stop crying. i don't know what to do with crying people."
"y-you hug them..." lev mumbled.
"after you get changed." y/n spoke, looking at the time on his phone, "and please hurry so i can—" y/n stopped when he noticed lev's frown.
y/n engulfed lev in a hug, he was about to pull away when lev's arms tightened around him, "p-people also get k-kisses from their boyfriends when they're crying..."
y/n pulled away and gave lev a pointed look, "really," with a sigh y/n shook his head, "is this really how you want our first kiss to be?"
lev hesitated, "can i just have a kiss on the cheek for now?"
y/n could do that. he brought levs face near his own, place a couple kisses on his cheek. "there, go get changed."
lev practically skipped off to the changing room.
"if you make him cry again you'll have to deal with us."
"leave him alone kuroo." kenma spoke up, "but seriously, don't make him cry again..he gets whiney."
for some reason, y/n found kenma way more scary than kuroo.
