Lana's P.O.V
I just left. I didn't know where I was going, anywhere but here. I found myself wandering toward the rock cliffs that ran along the shore in between the harbour and the beach. I sat at the edge of the cliff. Letting my legs dangle freely. I looked down to the water, this would be a pretty way to end it. I could just let my self fall into the deep, transcendent water. I'd hopefully die on impact of the rocks beneath the water's surface.As I contemplate my situation further I feel a hand on my shoulder. I turn expecting it to be Calum, showing he did care a little. It wasn't.
"Hi, I'm Michael, I kinda followed you here, you're crying on the edge of a cliff so I thought I'd see what's up" he said scratching his neck, sitting next to me, then brushing back his light green hair.
I wipe the tears from my eyes with the back of my hand. I hadn't even realised I was crying.
"Uh, hi, I'm Lana. thanks for caring, no one else does" I scoff
"Care to explain?"
I nod, I'll spare you the boring details but basically, tell him everything. I don't know why I did. I'd lost everything I had. Everything being only Calum.
He nodded intently, listening to everything I said and gasping at everything I said about Luke, he practically shrieked when I showed him the marks Luke left.
I admired Michael, he didn't even know me and he seemed to care. He sat there innocently for a few minutes, rubbing circles into my wrist as he held my hand loosely, whilst he simultaneously and somewhat subconsciously rubbed his leg, I think it was because he was cold. He was only wearing a black tank and some skinny jeans, one leg was plain black and the other was black and white striped.
"Lana I honestly don't know what to tell you... I wish I could help you, can I do anything?"
Should I speak it out loud? Or keep it in my head? Fuck it.
I look to the ocean beneath us and say
"Yes. you could um...well you see, I'm in a bad place at the moment and I'm afraid if I'm alone I'll do something I'll regret"
I look up at him, biting my lip, holding back my tears"Anything Lana, I've been there, I know how you feel"
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Michael's P.O.V
I didn't know what I was going to do to keep her mind off of all this shit but I knew I had to. I didn't intend on telling her how I knew Calum as it would bring her mind back to him and that's the last thing she needed; me telling her how his girlfriend cheated on him with me and then killed herself because of it. It's irrelevant at this point. If she doesn't already know it's probably because Calum hasn't told her and it's not really my story to tell, I just stirred the shit in it a little then left.We walk to my car. I'm not good with cars, I'm not interested in them, I just need one that drives. I had some sort of old red car. It was my brothers before he moved away.
I drove her to this mountain peek viewpoint that looked out over the city
{A/N hint: the cover photo/media for this chapter is where they are, the place for the B.T.S. amnesia video}
I was aware it was late, but so was she and she didn't seem to care.
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Lana's P.O.V
It's beautiful. No one had ever taken me here before.We got out of the car and sad on the front of it. We just looked at the view in silence until he spoke.
"It's way after dark Lana, is this okay?"
"Why wouldn't it be?"
"Your curfew?"
"What about my curfew"
"Well...don't you have one?"
"It's past my curfew but my parents are abroad for business so I'm fine, asking as I'm not alone"
I hadn't even known this boy more than a couple hours and I trusted him with everything. I told him everything and let him drive me to a remote place a few miles out of town where there is no mobile service, at 2:07am with nobody at home to care about my whereabouts...and I felt fine.
I guess years of loneliness drives someone to entrust the first person who shows a slight interest, for example Calum...and now Michael. did I fuck up again?
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