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“Can I please get a one grandé latté? Hold the foam?” The barista nodded behind the counter, taking my order. “And one New York cheesecake as well please?” “Course. That’d be £9.50” I handed her the change. “Name?” “Noah Beck” She nodded again and walked off to put my order on the list. I stepped towards the left so I wasn’t blocking the line. I looked around the Starbucks I was in, it was small like a normal café, Starbucks isn’t normally small, it’s quite big if you ask me. I noticed a young couple, they were happy, holding hands and laughing. That used to be me and her you know, we’d go to Starbucks at least once a week it was a tradition when I wasn’t on tour. And now I can never do that. Ever. One simple mistake cost me that. “Noah Beck?” “Yeah here” I put my finger in the air so the barista could notice me. “One grandé latté, held the foam and one New York cheesecake?” “Yep. Thank you” I walked away from the counter and took a seat near the window.
*3 months ago*
“Noah, please stop you’re scaring me” “Scaring you? How the fuck am I scaring you? Do you get scared by every single little fucking thing?” She let a whimper come out of her mouth. “Please stop” “No, I’m not going to stop. You were fucking grinding against a fucking guy, not just any other guy but one of my best friends!” “I didn’t mean to make you mad” “Didn’t mean to make me mad!? Are you being serious? You basically spat on me when you were grinding against Blake, you spat on our relationship. You humiliated me! In front of everyone!” I grabbed her shoulders and banged her against the wall. “Noah. Stop please. It hurts” “This is how it feels like you slut” “I’m sorry” “Sorry doesn’t cover it. Get out! Now!” “We’re over?” I let her go. I saw her face covered in tears “We were over when you started dancing with him!” She looked at me like I was crazy, but I wasn’t, maybe I was who cares. She walked upstairs, possibly getting her bag.
“I’ll come by tomorrow and pick up my stuff” I waved her off. I walked towards the kitchen when I heard her say. “I’ll see you soon” “Who the fuck was that (Y/N)? Another one of your fucking guys? Answer me you slut” “It w- wa- was” “It was who?” By now my anger was beyond me. “Blake” she whimpered out. “Blake? The guy you were fucking grinding against with. You fucking called him. You had the audacity to call him? You fucking belong with each other, a slut and a home-wrecker!” I spat in her face.I heard a knock on my front door. (Y/N) walked up and opened it. “Ah, look at what the cat dragged in. We were just talking about you” “Noah enough, you’re pissed drunk” “Fuck off Blake! Be with that slut” Blake charged against me and held me by the collar, “Don’t you dare call her that” “And why not?” “First off, she’s a girl second she’s your girl and you love her” “Not anymore! We’re fucking over thanks to you! And second I have never ever loved her! So fucking get out!” Blake released me and moved towards (Y/N) who was crying her eyes out. He took her by the hand and headed for the door. “Have a great fucking life you cunts! You low-lifes deserve each other!” And with that I heard the door slam.
It’s been three months since I last saw (Y/N), as for Blake he was cold to me, like I was a stranger, he hated me, god I hated my self. I didn’t mean to go off at her, I was just mad that she was grinding on Harry, yes I took it too far, but I didn’t mean it. I heard they were dating, after we broke up, one month actually after we broke up, they started seeing each other. Found out Blake was in love with her, I didn’t speak to him afterwards. But I guess everyone had to move on right? I regret everything I said to her and to him, I lost my bestfriend and my girlfriend the worst part was I didn’t even go after her.
