Requested by kerrihh2015
“Love, I still love you. I made a mistake, I was lost, fragile, you were always so focused, on studying, and doing these tasks, that I always had to go out alone with our friends, everyone always as a couple and me alone, because you were so tired to accompany me.
That's when I met Dixie, she's friends with Chase's girlfriend, she always paid attention to me, asked how my day went. Then she asked me out, coincidentally on the same day we had a fight, until then nothing had happened between me and her, it was just friendship and I accepted, that was my first mistake, I just agreed to go out with her because I was mad at you , and because she paid attention to me, but for her it was as if, I had some interest greater than friendship for her.
We went to eat pizza, and I only knew how to talk about you, how you barely spoke to me, who was super focused on college things; that was my second mistake, she understood that i was not happy with our relationship.
At the end of the night we ended up kissing.
And I spent the whole week crucifying myself for that, I wanted to tell you to ask for forgiveness, but I was afraid that you would not forgive me and I will lose you forever, I am still afraid of losing you forever.
I avoided going to see you, avoiding talking to you and avoiding contact with Dixie, until she called me I wanted to clarify what happened between me and her, and I went; my third mistake.
I met her and I fucked her. The next day when I called you crying to tell you, I don't know how, you already knew.
Now I am blocked on your cell phone, forbidden to go up to your building, and your friends do not answer me because they know that I will ask about you, that I will ask them to speak with you so that you can listen to me.
This letter is the only possible way, respecting your space, but claiming the chance for you to hear me, and for you to believe that I am sorry. And most importantly I still love you!
Still your Tayler. ”
