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;;18 - 𝐠𝐨𝐠𝐲𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐟𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐝 𝐢𝐬 𝐭𝐲𝐩𝐢𝐧𝐠..

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conversation between you and gogynotfound
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gogynotfound:
dream
are you there?

you:
yeah im here ✌️
did you wanna talk abt smth?

gogynotfound:
yeah uh
i wanted to talk about
you know
techno
and also that convo we had a while back

you:
oh
hhhh
guess i can't run from it any longer, huh?
what did you want to know about it
,,,

gogynotfound:
you fell for him
didn't you?

you:
hah
as if that wasn't already painfully obvious
i call you and sapnap like 3 times a day to talk about him

gogynotfound:
im just making sure, you know
no harm in being cautious
anyways uh
i don't exactly know how to go about this so
im just gonna toss out my assumptions and have you verify them ig

you:
great
less talking for me to do
please just start
i want this over with

gogynotfound:
aight
you don't think he likes you back and if you were to tell him you think he'd break off your friendship
right?

you:
unfortunately

gogynotfound:
uhh
yeaah ok im gonna go back to that later but
uh
sapnap told me smth yesterday

you:
oh god
do i want to hear it

gogynotfound:
probably not
but i think you should

you:
hhh
oh god
ok
tell me

gogynotfound:
uhm
well
guess who *actually* got his instagram?
so uh
sapnap did
and uh
techno seems to be a pratical lady magnet
we were screensharing each other last night and uh
there were so many people trying to hit on him,,,,

you:
so one more thing to deny my hopeless crush
what else is there
might as well just tell me he's going to kill me at this point
would probably make me feel better

gogynotfound:
geez
you really fell hard, didn't you?

you:
haha, very funny
yes
of-fucking-course-i-did
and now i regret it
i regret all of it
i regret talking to the wrong person i just
its so fucking hard, dude
its so hard to just text him leisurely cuz it
it makes me happy to talk to him but
it hurts because i know he won't ever like me back

gogynotfound:
dream
get a grip
who's the person who literally shouted me through track and field?
who taught me and sapnap archery?
who's the person who dragged all three of us out on a boat trip and proceeded to tour us around the whole of newfoundland?
who's the rebellious, idiotic person i grew up with?
you can't just let one crush get you down
and who knows, he probably likes you back

you:
how
how would you know
its just
ugh
george its just
we've called a few times, you know

gogynotfound:
facetime?

you:
yeah
i just
its hard for me to accept that he'd probably reject me
i don't want to break a friendship that i made only just 2 weeks ago
also, he has a swimming comp that i promised to attend
so it isn't even just purely an "online" friendship anymore
its just
everything is so complicated and i wish i could tear out my heart and do away with it
throw it out in a dumpster perhaps
burn it

gogynotfound:
damn
okay
uh
what about this
i can try to set you two up together..?

you:
no
nonononononononono

gogynotfound:
no, but dream
think abt it
if i ask him whether he likes u / would go on a date with u and he denies it
yknow
you would know to not confess

you:
i wasn't planning on confessing in the first place

gogynotfound:
well if he likes you back you'd best confess before you lose your chance
so 
yeah
either way, if he does like you..
there you go

you:
hhh
it
it sounds good in theory but
what if it just,, 
what if it doesn't work out george
if- if he says smth to not offend u cuz he knows ur one of my close friends

gogynotfound:
well, if that really bothers you that much..
yknow wilbur, right?
the guitarist kid?

you:
yeah..?

gogynotfound:
ill ask him to do it
he's a nice guy, and apparently he knows techno 

you:
hh
that actually doesn't sound that bad, i guess

gogynotfound:
see?
it'll work out, dream
and you might even get to date ur hopeless romantic crush cuz of it

you:
oh shut up, idot

gogynotfound:
lmaooo
meanie
think of this as me repaying the one time i near scared the shit out of you by saying that techno had a gf

you:
that was still very rude and i still hold a grudge against u for it
but i forgive you ig
.
thank you george
really
this
this means a lot to me

gogynotfound:
no problem
ur like,, my brother from another mother
i want u to be happy

you:
sappy much?
,,
but same goes for you

gogynotfound:
lmaoo
guess we're just both saps

you:
pff
and sapnaps the only non sap of the three of us
ironic

gogynotfound:
indeed
anyways
im gonna go eat dinner
cya, dream

you:
bye bye gogy
have fun
read 6:08pm ✔✔

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yooo
so if this didnt sound realistic my b cuz i was just describing how i felt in my very first and only real crush,,, but yeaaah ok lets move on

anyways, so how r ur days going
also, its like the 18th chapter and i?? lmaooo what
and when i say 18th i mean not including the introduction cuz yall seem to be confusing that for a chapter smh

also also also smth funny sooooo this morning i noticed my other dreamnoblade au book (enchanted eloquence) got second in #dreamnoblade when this one got first and i just wanted to point that out cuz thats hilarious to me, how two of my books got top on the list when im not even that good a writer lmaoo