I'd just like to say that Temptations has reached 1k reads! :-)
Also the songs that I feel help convey this book are:
Habits Of My Heart - Jaymes Young
All We Do - Oh Wonder
Robbers - The 1975
Fool's Gold - One Direction
R U Mine - Arctic Monkeys
Roger Rabbit - Sleeping With Sirens
So Far Away - Mary Lambert
I really think that Habits Of My Heart is the main song I listen to when I write this so yeah that's the main one and will be linked in the media.
Chapter 13 || Temptations
I smiled as I heard the familiar sound of my boyfriends truck, we were going on a date tonight, I don't know where but he said dress comfortably. It was hard picking out an outfit so I just woke a shirt that had five seconds of summer Calum's band, logo on it that he had given me, it was about 4 sizes to big but I loved it, black ripped skinny jeans, a black Adidas jacket and my Adidas skate shoes.
I'd never worn the shirt Calum had given me so I hope he thought it was nice I was wearing it. I grabbed my sack of a handbag and headed towards Calum's truck that was parked in front of my house. I saw him sitting inside the car looking in the mirror and fixing his dark hair, he's so cute.
"Hey Calpal." I said smiling at him as I jumped into the old car.
I leaned over the center console and gave him a peck on the lips, Calum and I never really kiss, I feel like we don't really need to. We just cuddle and hold hands and every now and again we slip a few pecks in.
"I swore I told you that Calpal is a horrible name." He pouted as I left his warm body and buckled up my seatbelt.
"It's cute, Calpal." I said mucking up his hair.
He let out a groan and smiled at me, "I love your shirt babe." He smiled at me.
I smiled at him and let out a giggle, Calum letting out a giggle as well.
"So what are we doing this fine evening?" I asked him as he took my small hand in his gigantic one.
He looked down at my pale hand in his tanned hand and smiled, looking up he still had his bright smile on his face. Why can't I just love him like he loves me? I'm so happy with him, I need him but I don't love him.
"Well I was thinking of going to that art gallery that you always talk about and then we'll probably go to the diner, love." He answered and we slipped into a comfortable silence.
Every now and again Calum would look over and smile at me, not a smile that he intended for me to see but a smile that showed he was happy. This gigantic tough looking rocker would giggle and smile at his girlfriend because he was happy, and that made my gut sink and sink at the thought of me not loving him back.
He loves me so much, he tells me everyday. He gets scared when he didn't tell me he loves me because he was brought up to tell everyone how much you care about them before they left, because you never know if you see them again.
Calum brought me in and loved me, the new girl in a town he's been living in for four years. He brought me into his home and showed me his best friends who soon became mine. He had a deadly aspect to his personality that will kill him eventually, he loved to easily, he gave everyone and anyone his heart not even knowing. He's the kindest person I know and I never want to lose him.
Calum told me all about him in about a week of meeting me. He grew up in Australia but moved to America when he was fourteen with mom, Joy I think her name was, she left a year ago he told me because Calum's music always made him be away at his friends house so she left and let Luke's mom take care of him. Luke was also from Australia, come to think of it they all were from Australia.
