diana

09// A New Start

"Diana!" Rose yells from down the stairs of the apartment. I groan, lifting my lazy self off the bed to look around to make sure I have everything I need for the move.

"I'm coming!" I yell back. Walking down the stairs, I spot Liam and Rose standing by the door in the now empty apartment. Today is the day, I will no longer be in London. I will no longer see Rose or Liam. But I know this will be good for me. I need this. I need an escape, even if it means moving across the country.

My plane takes off in an hour. Rose will be taking me to the airport. I will be flying to Los Angeles, California where I will be living with my aunt. I have made a decision to go to therapy for my addiction. I will finally been healthy again.

No one knows about it, except Rose.

"Diana, we have to go." Rose repeats as she looks at the door and back to me. I make my way over to the door where she is standing. We walk out together as Liam closes the empty apartment that will be wonder for a new family to move in.

We are in the car driving to the airport. All I can think about is Harry. I haven't heard anything from him which doesn't surprise me.

We come to a stop as Liam pulls into a deserted parking spot. There is barely anyone at the airport. We walk up to the front desk where a tall, blonde woman is standing. I give her my passport and ticket. She checks everything out before giving me the items back.

My rolling suitcase is hitting the back of my ankles. I make my way to the seats to wait for the intercom to annouce that my plane is ready to board.

As I am waiting, Liam pokes my dimple, indent cheek. I turn towards him. he clears his throat, "Diana?" "Yes?" I reply. He looks at me, serious, "I think you have company" pointing in the direction behind me. I turn around and realized Harry standing right in front of me. I shake my head. What is he doing here?

"Diana, can we talk, please?" he partically begs.

I sigh, "Yes." We walk over to a empty looking hallway.

He scratches the back of his neck, licking his lips, "So, you are really doing this, huh?"

"Harry, I told you. It's for the best. Why can't you except that?" I'm being serious at this point.

He looks up, "I love you. I can't lose you!"

My heartaches at the sound of his sad, husky voice. Tears start to well up in my eyes. Don't cry, Diana. Don't cry.

*Plane 38 to California is ready to board*

"Harry, I am sorry. I have to go." I tell him, trying so hard not to brawl like a baby in front of him. I leave him standing there looking scared and lost.

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Rose and Liam are both standing up as they follow me towards the entance. "Well this is it." my voice cracking. I wipe my eyes. Rose pulls me into a tight hug. That was it, I sobbed and sobbed in her jacket. She was crying on my shoulder. "I am going to miss you so much." she cries pulling away whiling wiping her eyes.

"I am going to miss you so much, too." We hug tighter one last time before I make my way towards the door.

"Diana, wait!" I heard my name being called. I turn around to see Harry running towards my small figure. Before I could do anything, he pulls me into a warm hug. I intensely relax under his touch. He pulls away, "I forgot to give you this." He hands me a folded piece of paper. I look at him, confused, "What is this for?" I ask, curious now. "Lets just say its something that I poured my heart into." Harry says whiling running his long fingers through his hair. I sigh, thanking him and aboarding the plane.

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I decide to read the letter Harry wrote for me whiling I am sitting here watching the clouds dance in the sky. I unfold the letter and start to scan over it.

Dear Diana,

I know I have been a real ass the past few days, and I wanted to apologize before you left. I am so sorry. I'm sorry for leading you on. I'm sorry for the way I treated you. I'm sorry. Diana, I have fallen unconditionally in love with you. The worst part, I think about you eveyday. Even when I am with Autumn, I always wish it was you. Autumn and I have been fighting lately, and we both know why. she doesn't trust me anymore. Well, what you don't know is, she broke up with me yesterday. I was going to tell you at your house, but you came into Mr. David's room saying you were moving. I couldn't believe it. The love of my life was leaving. Not just her life here, but me. You were leaving me. I can't express my feelings for you into words, but just know I love you to the ends of this earth. You mean everything to me, baby. I am sorry. I love you. Be safe.

Love always,

Harry xx

I have wiped the fallen tears that have slide down my cheeks. I fold the letter, putting it close to my chest and closing my eyes in hopes of making him appear in front of me. Diana, what are you thinking? He left you. You don't need him.

I open my eyes, putting the letter in my suitcase. I pug in my headphones into my phone, ignoring the world.

*We have arrived in Los Angeles. Please stay seated until we have safely landed*

I slowly sit up, yawning. I must have fallen asleep. I pick up my purse, moving all of the unnecessary items to find my phone. Found it, opening it up to a bright screen, I had 6 new messages from Rose, two new messages from Harry and one miss call from Zayn. What the fuck would Zayn be calling me? I push the thought to the back of my mind.

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I have arrived in California. I found my aunt's beach house not far from the airport. She is a tall, thin lady. She has very dark brown hair and light green eyes. She was so excited to see me. I felt at peace seeing her.

I have already unpacked my suitcase in my bedroom which has a bathroom. Thank God. I am going to love it here. Tomorrow is my first day of therapy. I am not going to lie. I am a little nervous and anxious. I can't help, but wonder what will happen.

Looking out of my window, I spot the beautiful, clear ocean. The light, cool breezes blows my hair out of my face. I leave the window open. I make my way into the bathroom. i need a shower.

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It is sightly dark outside. I am in the kitchen trying to find something, anything to eat. I'm fucking starving. Oooo, pizza. Oh yes, this well do. I take out the pizza box in the fridge. Putting it on a pan, I put it in the oven. Suddenly, my phone vibrates in my pocket. I slip it out, looking at the caller ID.

Zayn.

Zayn. Zayn is calling me. What could he possibly want? I answer it. "Umm...hello," I answer. "You moved?" he all of sudden, spills. I knew this was coming. "Yes, I did." "When were you going to tell me?" He asked. "Do you not remember that we are no longer on speaking terms. Zayn, I don't think you know how phyically and emotionally wrecked I was when you left me. I don't even think you deserve to know now. So, from now on, don't speak to me anymore. I don't want to hear from you again." I hung up the phone before he could reply.

I should go get my number changed tomorrow after visiting the doctor.

Wow. I look around my room and out of the window. Finally, breathing in fresh air, "A New Start."

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