diana

07 // Are We Over?

"Are we over?" I was taking shaky breathes. This can't be happening. I thought he was actually a decent guy. I hope this is a bad dream, because right now it feels like a nightmare.

He looks at me, eyes wide like he can't believe this is happening, "Diana, I'm sorry, but we can't keep doing this. Its not right and you know that."

I swear I fainted at his words. He was leaving me just like Zayn did.

"No," it was barely audible.

"I'm sorry."

That was the last thing he said before walking out of the apartment, leaving me in complete and utter shock.

-

Two days earlier

It was a normal day at school. The same old, same old. I was currently in English working on an assignment that was due in two weeks. Like I was going to do it.

Harry has been keeping his distance from me all day. To be completely honest, it is scaring the absolute shit out of me. I don't know what's going on.

Autumn has been acting suspicious lately and so has Emma. Oh god, speak of the devil, here she comes with Zayn trailing behind her.

In a quick movement, she sees me looking at her. She turns around and kisses Zayn right in front of me. I look away quickly. Tears started to prick in the corner of my eyes, but I blinked them away.

Emma walks up to me, "Did you enjoy the show?" She smirks, the famous smirk. I laughed the most sarcastic laugh I could. She looks at me wide eyed. "What show? From what I saw he wasn't enjoying it, " pointing my finger to where Zayn is standing. He was wiping Emma's spit off his mouth with his arm seelve. She huffed, walking towards his direction.

I mumbled, "bitch," under my breathe. Why does she even bother?

I slam my locker shut, dragging my feet to my next class, which was math. Harry was in this class. Omg, I was so happy. I've missed him all day.

I walk in, our eyes met, and I was hooked. He must have a damn spell on me. Jesus. He shocks me by looking away immediately. Damn it.

Our teacher, Mr. David, passed out some worksheets for us to work on until class ends. Usually, he takes them up and grades them. I never do mine. No wonder, I'm failing almost every class.

I glance over at Harry. He's concentrating on his work. He sticks out his tongue in the process. He caught me looking at him. I look away. I am such a hopeless romantic. Dang, my heart.

"Diana," a husky voice says beside me. I turn to look at him, "Yes?" I'm worried as I watch him frown, "We need to talk." Damn it. "About um what?" He looks at me, frowns forming on his forehead, "Us. Can I come over to your house Saturday?" I try to smile, "Yes, that is fine." He smiles, finally.

The bell rings, "See you Saturday," he says in a hurry to leave the room.

-

The rest of the day drags on. Rose is currently with Liam, so I'm at home by myself. Currently watching TV, when all of a sudden a loud bang comes from the other side of the front door. I groan, getting up to open it. Red hair captures my eyes, and I know who it is, immediately. "Michael," I scream, while wrapping my arms around him. "Oh my god, what are you doing here?" He smiles," I came to see my best friend!"

Michael and I have been best friend since before I met Rose. Michael is like a brother I never had. We met in pre-k. I was coloring while he was playing with the cars and trucks on the floor. He walks up to me asking if he was to young to dye his hair. I remember laughing at his cuteness. We have been best friends every since.

"How has your life been?" Michael asked. I look at him with sad eyes, "A lot of emotional heartache that I don't want to talk about." He left the subject, not wanting to upset me. "Michael, how have you been?" I ask, curious now. He smiles, the biggest smile I have ever seen, "I have a girlfriend." I don't know why, but my heart ached at what he said.

"What is her name?"

"Olivia Bradley, we have been dating for a year now. She is lovely. I'm thinking about asking her to marry me."

My eyes popped out of their sockets, "Omg! She sounds like a keeper. I'm so proud of you! I will always support your choices."

He gives me the biggest, tightest hug. I smile, wide. I miss him so much.

-

Michael left an hour ago. He was leaving to go pick out an engagement ring. He asked me to come along, but I shook my head. He needed to pick it out. She would have wanted him to pick it out, not me.

My Friday nights consists of parties, drugs, heavy drinking and sex, but I'm not in the mood tonight. I'm more anxious about tomorrow and what Harry has to say. It has me scared out of my mind.

Its a little bit past two in the morning, and Rose won't answer her phone. Oh well, I hope that bitch has a spare key.

I quickly get a shower. I grab my old pajama shorts off the floor and pull them up my bare legs and threw on an old Blink-182 shirt on. I lay in bed staring at the ceiling. Thinking, thinking, thinking. I hate thinking. It always gives me a headache. I hear my phone vibrate on my night stand. I grab it thinking its Rose telling me she's alright, but to my surprise its Harry.

From Harry:
Diana, I love you. Always remember that. After tomorrow, just know I will always be by your side. Goodnight xxx

Oh my. What is going on?

I drift off to sleep, so tomorrow can come.

-

Saturday Morning

I woke up to the light shining through the curtains. I blink a couple of times to get use to the light. I lift myself up on my elbows, checking my phone. I decided to look at Rose's message first.

From Rose:
Sorry babe! I slept at Liam's last night. I forgot to tell you! I'm sorry, love. I'll be over later with Chinese food.

I laughed at her message and quickly replied. I read Harry's next.

From Harry:
I will over there at 10.

I looked at the clock on my phone. 9: 50.

I grab the pair of old jeans and a pale blue shirt. I put my hair up in a messy bun. I didn't put any make up on. It was ten o'clock now. I was anxious and exhausted. I'm nervous, very nervous. The door bell rings. Oh, here we go.

I open the door to a frowning Harry. He looks very handsome in his normal attire. Blue jeans and a button shirt with some of the buttons undone, so you can see his chest. Damnnnnnn.

"Hey, come in." I greet him, moving over so he can come in. He gives me a small smile, "Autumn knows about us." My smile fades, "How?" He clears his throat, "She caught us in my room. I swear I didn't know she was there." I need a drink, but I don't move a muscle, "Great. What does this mean?" He looks up at me, "We have to break up."

Right then, I knew that the love of my life was leaving me.

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