Irreconcilable Life (BL#2) (Bitches Series #2)

Kabanata 2

(HAZELLE❤)

Changing my uniform for the second shift; in the bar side, i smiled as I glance myself in this front-view big mirror, actually, the walls here are surrounded with modern mirrors.

I could say sometimes in your life, when you thought darkness is the only thing that exist, there's someone who could prove you that you're definitely wrong.

And right now, my boss's Trina is what am I looking forward to thank.

Isinaayos ko ang pagkalaki-laking ribbon sa gitna ng aking uniporme bago tuluyang pumihit papasok sa bandang bar.

And yup, i'm still in this resto-bar.

At first, i just gives some suggestions because this place was a cafe in the first place.

Matagal na akong nagtatrabaho rito noong cafe pa lamang ito. At binili lamang ng assistant ni ma'am Trina ang lupain na ito na mabilis naman niyang naipalago.

Masasabi ko ring siya ang naghubog sa akin upang maipagtanto ang aking hilig at interes sa mga bagay-bagay.

She is a business woman which i'm seeing myself after a few years.

Muli akong napangiti habang ini-imagine kung ano ang nais kong ipatayo na business.

Since she said na once na nagtayo ka ng business, dapat yung gusto, hilig at magaan sa loob mo.

Kailangan mo'ng pakiramdaman ang sarili mo in order for the business to bloom.

Dahil once na kapag napilitan ka lang sa pagpapatayo ng business, hindi ka uunlad.

A comparison between business life and reality is you've to held your head up high and fight for your life.

Fight for your dreams, happiness and interests. In reality, there'll be struggles and hindrance which you've to overcome in order for you to become successful in the future.

While in business life, you've to know yourself more before proceeding to have a business. It'll all be useless if you wouldn't have an ability to perform and exist in your best.

I could also say it was like an exam. Sometimes, you've to failed in order for you to strive hard and keep moving.

When you passed, it's good but there's something inside you which always wants more, to be the top of all beyond from what's you achieved.

And finally, when you get the perfect score. Your mind has its own and it'll always say you've to keep aiming for that score for your consecutive subjects.

It is indeed amazing. An ought to feel motivated and keep excelling in many ways. It's so healthy for the heart; the fact that you reach your expectations in yourself, your self-esteem will improve that is necessary in a business life too.

Naputol ang aking pag-iisip ng bigla akong kalabitin ng di ko al-- si ma'am trina pala, woooh! Muntikan na akong atakihin sa puso eh.

"Why ma'am?" i asked her.

"Your band is here,"

Unti-unting nangunot ang noo ko sa sinabi niya.

"But ma'am, I quited from it for a long time ago," i bit my lower lip as I saw her genuinely smiled.

"Remember what I said? Don't you dare give up from your passion, interests--"

"And hobbies." ipinutol ko ang kaniyang sinabi na nakapagpahagikgik sa kaniya.

"They're professionals and i'm sure you could flex with them." she winks at me and then kinuha nito ng marahan ang dala-dala kong tray bago ako iniwan na nakatulala na lamang
sa nasa kalagitnaang stage sa ngayon.

Napukaw ng atensyon ko ang mga lalaki na may dalang iba't ibang instrumento.

Kasalukuyan itong papalapit sa akin.

Is this really happening? Hindi ba ito kathang-isip ko lamang? O baka naman nananaginip lamang ako ng gising? The fuck?

My heart races a bit with a mixed emotions of excitement, anticipation and nostalgia.