Entangled Fate

Chapter 2👑

 Hy lovelies here is the second chapter, Enjoy.....

    The loud thunderstorm jolt her out of the bed,  She heard the tricking sound of the rain falling on the roof & pelting the window,she uttered some dua before getting down from the bed,she could hear the huffing of the wind & rain turning into a whiring noise.
     Opening the door to the balcony,she move to the balcony staring at the rain as it drop making "pitter patter" sound she find it soothing,it calms her down & also wash away all her sorrows,the wind blew ,making some pelet of  drizzling rain make contact with her skin,each droplet was enough to pull are away from her pain of the past & uncertainty of the future, letting out the petting emotions she has been holding a tear cascade down her,it was like the sky was also crying at her misery.

   She seem to be perfect to everyone but her life was far beyond that,she is broken & she also knows that but always hide her sorrows with a smile.

    Her mother died immediately she gave birth to her,so she does not know who are mother was not even in pictures bcos non of her belongings where in the house,she find that odd though, her father always says she is her mothers twin bcos they look alike,he always tell her things about her mother.

    Growing up she does not have a motherly figure in her life,she was brought up by a Nanny who also died when she was just 6 years old,leaving her all alone to herself, having a stepmother & sisters who hates her existence,she will watch her stepmom feed,bath & care for her children while she is left alone to fend for herself,they were days she will sleep on empty stomach & if she try to tell her dad she will receive the beating of her life, & her dad who happens to love her & was suppose to be her knight in shinning babban riga is always busy with one trip or the other,he rare,  he always give her whatever she wanted as long as money can buy it but what Nawar want is more than material things.

    Her Father was obvious to what she is going through but he was as helpless as her sometimes he will take her with him whenever she is on holiday, having a malevolent wife who is being backed up by his mother, whenever her dad want to take any drastic action on her stepmom,his mom will threaten to curse him, so he always tell her to be patient.

     A family should be one's safe heaven,they're to love protect,support us but hers was different her own family were the bane of her existence,as a child she went through so many things kids her age were not suppose to go through from the neglection,rejection,yelling,being call all sorts of names,threatening & hitting,being accuse of killing her mother, She tried to please mummy in so many ways but her effort were never appreciated instead it leaves her in more trouble. At a young age fear,sadness ,anger has been  instill in her, many times she feel worthless about herself & blame herself for her mothers death

    Mummy being her fathers first wife was blessed with 4 kids, first ya marwan, who is currently doing his masters in Cambridge he is the total opposite of his mother & sisters, he love Nawar so much & cares about her, he is her savior in that house bcos he always save her from  his mothers clutch,they share a real brother- sisters bond not that of step siblings.   Then ya Nabeela,followed by Jannah,then safirah their Auta.   Safirah is 14 years old & is in SS1,very disrespectful & thinks since she is growing up & everybody is her mate, she seems to be following her sisters footstep, she does whatever they ask her to do.

She uttered some dua,praying to Allah to make things easy for her,to heal her,to touch mummy's heart & to mend her dysfunctional family.
     The rain was becoming heavier,she quickly rush to her room closing the balcony,after changing her clothes she lie down on the bed sleep faraway from her eye,this is one of the nights she hate being a Night Hawk,she can't even recall when last she had a peaceful sleep.