memories || bakudeku || fluff

~4~

I get overwhelmed so easily
My anxiety creeps inside of me
Makes it hard to breathe
What's come over me
Feels like I'm somebody else
I get overwhelmed so easily
My anxiety keeps me silent
When I try to speak
What's come over me
Feels like I'm somebody else
I get overwhelmed
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It was quiet for a long time. I hadn't even noticed before. I was probably in a slight shock and therefore didn't notice it. But now I could clearly see three other people standing behind the woman who was sitting next to me. It was an older man, I would estimate him for about 45 years. Like the nice man who spoke to me right after I woke up, he wore a white coat. Next to this man stood a woman who looked rather worried, some make-up on her face. She had blond, spiky hair. As well as..

I looked at the person next to the woman. I had taken him before, but only now did I realize it was the same boy who had kissed me before.

He had pulled a hood over his head, but despite the dark shadow that lay over his face, I could see the red teary eyes. He looked tired, no, that was not it. Had he been drinking?

I looked at him pityingly, but as soon as our eyes met the boy immediately looked away. He bit his lower lip and it seemed like he was trying to look angry, but it looked like he was about to collapse.

I hadn't noticed how hard I was staring at him. I knew that face from somewhere, that look, that feeling when you looked into his clear red eyes and suddenly felt carefree.

And the fact that I didn't know who he was scared me.

It scared me.

He scared me.

I looked back at the woman next to me because I saw in the corner of my eye how she was staring at me.

>>Izuku. Are you still with me?<<

I nodded a little absent-mindedly and my gaze wandered briefly to the blonde, who turned his shoulder towards me, which is why I looked away again.

>>Can you tell me what happened to me?<<

The dark-haired woman looked confused. >>I don't know anything and it drives me crazy.<<

The woman's eyes welled before she hugged me. So tight that I could barely breathe, but that was a good thing because that was the only thing I felt at the moment.

>>Izuku. Don't you know anything.. at all..?<<

I shook my head and felt a little dizzy.

>>Think about it. Please think carefully. It can't be that you don't remember anything. Can't you even remember your own mother ??<<

Tears welled up in my mother's eyes when I didn't answer. I looked at my palms. It was a strange atmosphere here.

It was quiet in the room, which was very uncomfortable. But better than being all alone again.

The man in the white coat took the woman in front of me by the shoulder.

>>Your son seems overwhelmed. We should give him a little more time, maybe he'll remember something...<<

>>He will!<<, the woman hissed at the man. >>I can't accept that he doesn't know anything anymore..<<

~Time skip
Now I was alone in the room again. The man in the white coat had led the dark-haired woman, the blond, red-eyed boy and the blond-haired woman outside.

I can't really describe how I felt in this situation. I felt kind of guilty though. Guilty for something I had no idea about, which I didn't know about. Not anymore, at least..

Maybe it will all clear up tomorrow.. Yeah.. tomorrow.. Because tomorrow, I'll go home..

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This time it turned out as a pretty short chapter and I'm sorry for that. But since I'm sick today, I have more time and maybe I can update another chapter, let's see. I really hope you enjoy the story and don't worry you will soon be cleared up about this whole mess and wtf is going on here. Love you guys <3 See ya thennnnn

~misa