Artificial Love

11- ...The boundaries of opaque reality

Felix slept off the drug through the night, waking up close to 9 am.

Hm...?

He opened his eyes, feeling a bit better as he slowly sat up. He looked over to see the bed empty, but a note.

I went off to work.
You take the day off  To recover
-Chan

"Oh..." Felix looked at the note then around his room.

I feel a little better now

He got out of bed, looking down to realize he was in Chan's clothes.

"They smell like him..." he blushed padding into the bathroom to wash his face.

He walked back out to see his clothes on Chan's couch, searching in his pocket for his phone.

As soon as he did, he saw a text message from the older saying for Felix to call him when he was awake.

"Felix?"

"H-hi Chan..."

"You're awake? How are you feeling?"

"I'm ok...thank you for taking care of me...and the day off...um...don't worry, I'll be out your home soon-"

"No, you will stay there until I'm home this evening" Chan said sternly.

"Huh...? But I'm ok now, I really am-"

"Doesn't matter. I say so, now don't disobey like you did last night or I won't be happy"

"Ok...I understand..."

"Good. I have extra toiletries and whatever in my bathroom if you want to use those. As well as my clothes, just don't burn my house down if you cook anything"

"Oh...thanks...and I won't..." Felix giggled a bit.

Chan on the other end of the line smiled hearing that.

Cute...

"Good boy. I'll see you this evening, call me for anything. Alright?"

"Yes...thank you Chan"

Felix hung up as he looked around Chan's room.

"Well...since I'm staying, guess I'll give myself a tour" he shrugged.

Felix found an extra towel and things as he showered, changing into a sweatshirt and joggers he found in Chan's closet.

"Damn...and I thought that shirt I ruined of his was expensive..." he gasped looking at all of Chan's expensive clothes.

When he was done he went to look around Chan's giant house, looking in his many rooms. Most rooms look like they've never been used,

He was looking and saw a guest room too.

Odd...why didn't he just bring me in here instead of his own bed...?

He blushed at the thought, looking around still until he made it to the kitchen. He decided to make some breakfast then watching some TV he turned on.

He ended up falling asleep on Chan's couch, not hearing the older enter as it was a little after midday.

"Lix?" He said coming in, looking for the boy.

He came in with a few bags from the store, setting them on the counter. When he went looking for Felix, he noticed the TV was on.

Inching closer, he became soft again at the sight of Felix asleep on his couch wearing his clothes.

Fuck...he's being cute again...

Chan was trying his best of keeping their relationship strictly sexual, but when Felix was being cute like that it made him want to have feelings for him. Feelings he didn't want because he didn't want to get hurt again.

He crouched near the couch admiring his sleeping face, reaching his hand to stroke his head.

"Felix...wake up" he said softly.

"Hm...?" Felix blinked his eyes open that of a sleepy cat, making Chan's heart do things.

Felix quickly sat up looking at him.

"Chan...? What time is it...? Did I really sleep past 5 pm?" He said in a panic pulling out his phone.

"No, I took the rest of the day off" he shrugged sitting next to him.

"Off...? Why...?"

"Well, without my secretary my meetings have been a bit of a mess...and I wanted to check on you" Chan blushed a bit at the last part, taking Felix by surprise as well.

"Oh...I'm sorry...but um...thank you...I've been ok" he blushed as well giving a small smile.

"That's good" Chan gave a smile back looking into his eyes, then standing up.

"I brought some soup for you, you need liquids to get whatever that drug was out of your system" he sighed walking back to the kitchen.

"Oh...I'm fine, I don't need any-"

"Felix, you will eat soup. Understood?" Chan said little louder this time looking at him.

"Y-yes Chan..." Felix nodded as he followed him.

"Then after you will take some pain meds to help with any aches"

"Yes..."

Chan was unpacking the bags, then suddenly stopped as he went up to Felix.

"Chan-
Wah!"

Felix squeaked as Chan picked him up, sitting him on the counter as he stood between his legs.

"Chan...?" Felix asked nervously as the older leaned closer to him, looking at him with another not so happy attitude.

"Felix, I want you to tell me why you went out when I said for you not to"

Oh fuck

"Well...um..." Felix looked down, but Chan grabbed his chin making Felix look into his eyes.

"Look at me when I'm speaking to you"'he said lowly.

Felix slowly nodded as he looked into Chan's eyes.

"I went out...to see some friends and have fun..."

"And do you see what would have happened if I didn't check? The man could have done god knows what and you wouldn't even have know until the drug wore off" Chan said with a bit of anger this time.

"Yes..." Felix said sadly.

"Now, you understand when I say something you better listen. Ok?"

"Yes Chan..."

"Good boy" Chan pulled him into a kiss, the younger kissing him back as he felt Chan slide his hands around his waist.

He kissed Felix deeper as the boy was about to cup Chan's cheeks, he lifted his hands but stopped and pulled away.

"What's wrong?" Chan raised an eyebrow.

"Sorry...I almost touched you...I didn't mean to..." Felix mumbled looking down as he kept his hands in his lap.

Chan bit the inside of his cheek, looking down at Felix's hands before taking it in his.

"Do you really want to touch me that bad?" Chan asked plainly.

"Well...is it wrong if I do...? It's normal for people to touch if they're...being intimate..." Felix blushed.

Chan sighed as he looked down as kept quiet, not answering Felix. That's when Felix furrowed his eyebrows, curious of Chan's behavior.

"Chan...is there a reason why...you don't want me to touch you...unless I ask?" He asked quietly.

Chan looked up at him, but this time with sadness. Something Felix hasn't seen before.

"Chan...?"

"It's not just you...it's anyone..."

"What...?"

"It's because..."