I hurt him...without realizing it...
Was all Felix could think as he nervously played with his long sleeve shirt hem. He sighed as he quietly made his way upstairs, going to Chan's room looking for the older.
"Channie...?" He said quietly padding in, the older was in his bed looking at his phone as Felix entered.
"Yes?" Chan said coldly again, his eyes still glued to his phone.
Felix slowly made his way over to the bed, crawling over to Chan.
"Chan..." he said softly again, the older still not looking at him.
Felix inched closer as he sat on his knees, cupping Chan's face to make the older look at him.
"Channie...look at me please...?" He pleaded sadly.
Chan sighed before putting his phone down, looking up at Felix with a dark look again. The younger feeling worse that he made Chan upset.
"Channie...I'm sorry...I didn't mean to upset you like that..." he said sadly kissing him. The older didn't kiss back, turning his head away instead.
Felix becoming more worried by Chan's behavior, crawled into his lap.
"Channie please don't be angry with me...I didn't mean what I said...I love you..." he said wrapping his arms around Chan's neck.
Chan gave a sigh as he slowly reached his arms around Felix to hug him back. The two stayed like that for a bit, not saying anything as they were in each other's arms.
Felix eventually pulled away looking into Chan's eyes.
"Channie...I'm sorry if what I said brought up bad memories for you...I really didn't mean it like that..." he started to tear up.
Chan softened a bit at that, he got rid of his cold emotions since he didn't like to see the boy cry.
"It's...fine Lix..." was all he said cupping his cheeks to wipe his tears away, kissing him.
"Chan...?"
"Hm...?" Chan hummed with a still somber expression, reaching to stroke Felix's hair.
"What happened...in your last relationship...?" Felix asked cautiously.
Chan sighed again looking away before speaking up.
"A lot happened Felix..."
"Can you tell me...? Please...?" The younger pleaded.
Chan gave a small nod keeping his gaze down, he knew sooner or later the boy would possibly ask.
"My last relationship...I was with someone but...I found out they were cheating on me for almost a year...and just using me for my money..." Chan said sadly looking back at Felix.
"W-what...?" Felix gasped.
"Ya...I showered them with all my love...affection...my time...gave them all my heart and soul for almost a year...only to find out they pretended to love me...just so they could get as much money as they could out of me..." Chan scoffed shaking his head.
Felix didn't think Chan went through such heartbreak.
"Chan..."
"So, when you said if I was needy in my last relationship? I probably was because I wanted to be loved...not end up being used..." he said the last part quietly.
Felix's heart saddened hearing that, it now all made sense as to why Chan became the cold harsh man he was before. It was his own way of protecting his feelings and heart from anyone hurting him again...
"Channie...that's awful...I'm so sorry that happened to you..." Felix started to tear up again hugging the older.
"I-I do love your care and affection you give me...and how you treat and love me...I would never want to hurt you like that..." he sniffled hiding his face in Chan's neck.
Chan started to smile a bit at Felix's sweet words, kissing his cheek and hugging him back.
"It's ok baby...you didn't know the whole story...and I love you too...I know you would never hurt me..." he said softly.
"S-so you forgive me...?" Felix leaned back looking at him with big eyes.
"If I can get more kisses and cuddling tonight I will" Chan smiled.
"O-ok...when I'm finished studying we can" he giggled.
"Your cuddles and giggles are my two favorite things"
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When Felix finished studying, he scurried back in bed with Chan.
"Channie I'm here!" He smiled getting on the bed.
"There you are, come here baby boy~" Chan teased pulling Felix down to cuddle under the sheets with him.
"You can have me as long as you want now" Felix smiled looking into his eyes.
"Perfect"
Within minutes Felix fell asleep in his arms tired from studying as Chan admired his face.
"You're one of a kind Felix...so is your love for me"
The next morning Felix snuck out of Chan's hold to take his exam. Once he was done he came back to see Chan still asleep, so he decided to shower and get ready for work.
He was in the middle of washing his hair and some shampoo out his face when he suddenly felt two arms slip around his waist.
"Good morning baby boy~" Chan teased as he slipped in the shower with him, kissing his neck as he held Felix against his chest.
"Hm? Oh, morning Channie" Felix smiled and blushed turning around to face him.
"Morning Lixie" he smiled pulling Felix closer in for a kiss, the younger kissing him back as he wrapped his arms around his neck.
"How was your exam?" Chan smiled cupping his cheek.
"It was alright! I'll know the results next week" he giggled.
"My smart secretary will get a high score I already know" Chan teased kissing his cheek.
" Chan..." he giggled even more as the older started to kiss his lips again.
"Now that you're done with your exam..."
Chan suddenly picked him up by his thighs, pressing against the glass wall.
"C-Chan..."
"Your boss would like your services, my sweet little secretary~"
YOU ARE READING
Artificial Love
Fanfic"Oh Lix, you didn't think I'd let you have your way, did you?" Chan is Felix's boss at a pharmaceutical company which he's had his eyes on for a long time...not knowing Chan had his eyes on the boy as well... *PLEASE READ TAGS BEFORE COMMENTING*
