"You...w-what-"
"It means I fucking love you Felix!"
"What...?"
There was a moment of silence as Felix comprehended what Chan said.
The older suddenly pulled him into a hug.
"Please...just listen to me Lix..." Chan said softly near his ear, the younger gave a nod in his chest.
"I...I'm not good at this...I used to be...but I'm not good at sharing my feelings...how I really feel..." he pulled away cupping Felix's cheek.
"W-what do you mean....?" Felix asked shyly.
"I mean...before this agreement you and I started...I was in a relationship...one that didn't end well and I got hurt...which was why I became cold and more of an ass to everyone...I didn't want to open up to anyone again...." he said sadly to Felix.
The younger slowly nodded as he continued to listen.
"Yes...when we first started this...it was for fun...but being with you more and more...and getting to know you...I started to like you...for more than just your body..." he sighed looking down.
Felix couldn't believe what he was hearing.
So...that means...
"That's why I would take you out to dinner, why I would call you, why I would take care of you...and why I would want you to stay over with me..." he said softly looking back into Felix's eyes.
"I don't know if you've ever thought about it but...I've always liked the idea of having more...than just employee benefits with you...more than you paying off a debt..." Chan added.
"You...want to be with me...for real...?" Felix whispered.
"I do...I really do...because...since I've been with you after this whole thing started...you changed me into a different person...the not "much of an ass" kind of person..." he tried joking the last part.
"Chan..."
"A person that started to fall for you weeks ago but was too much of a coward to say anything...so I just kept going with what we were doing...trying not to think of the day when you would actually pay your debt off the me...and then leave..."
Felix was at a loss for words, this whole time it wasn't just him in his feelings but Chan was too. The older finally admitted it.
"You really mean all of that...?" Felix asked.
"I very much do Lixie...so all that stuff you heard earlier...I didn't mean it...I was just amusing the guy...I'm sorry..." Chan gave a shy smile.
The younger started to smile back, wrapping his arms around Chan's torso to hug him.
"I'm happy then because...I've fallen for you too..." he said shyly in Chan's chest.
Chan smiled even more listening to Felix's confession as he hugged him back.
"I think I loved you even sooner without realizing it...but my dumbass never said anything..." Chan chuckled a bit.
The younger pulled away looking up at him.
"So, is that why...you got rid of your no touching rule...? Because you liked me...?"
The older kissed his lips slipping his arms around his waist.
"The reason why I had that rule...was so I wouldn't get attached, because I was scared of getting hurt again if you didn't want anything more...so I lied to you about why I had it in place when you first asked..."
He stroked Felix's hair as the younger looked at him with big doe eyes.
"So that night I got rid of the rule...because I finally accepted I trusted you...that I did grow attached to you...I just never wanted to show it..." he shyly smiled.
"Oh...you're so cute Channie..." Felix giggled.
"I am? I don't think I'm as cute as you though" he teased kissing him.
The younger cupped Chan's face kissing him back, then looking into his eyes.
"Chan...do you love me...?" He asked seriously.
"I do Felix, I love you..." he smiled back.
Felix gave a small giggle kissing him again.
"So that means you're my boyfriend?" He giggled.
"Well yes, your boss and boyfriend" Chan teased.
"Ok...I like it..." he blushed.
"So, do I have the privilege of taking my boyfriend out to dinner tonight?" Chan smirked.
"Mmhm, I'm still surprised of how much you've changed since I started working for you Mr.Bang~"
"Well, I think that's my little secretary's fault. He made me a softy again~" Chan teased back.
The two continue to kiss each other until Chan asked him a question.
"Wait...Lix, how did you get $5,000??"
"Hm...? Oh...I told Mark and he let me borrow it..." he said quietly.
"What?? Damn...I guess that's what best friends do..." Chan sighed.
Felix gave a small giggle.
"Well, we definitely don't need it" Chan smirked as he walked over to the desk, picking it up to rip.
"Chan! What are you doing?! I still have to repay you for my school costs..." Felix said with worry.
"Oh I know, but I have a better way for you to pay" he teased walking back to Felix reaching for his hips.
"Huh...? I-I thought we weren't using sex...as payment anymore...?" Felix said with sadness.
"I didn't say we were...what I was about to say was you can repay with...let's see..." Chan smirked grabbing his chin to kiss him.
"You can pay be back with dinner dates, plenty of hugs and kisses, cuddling you at night...oh and making me breakfast some mornings" he smiled.
Felix's face lit up blushing at that.
"O-ok...I can do that..."
"Perfect, and then having you in bed with me at night will be a bonus" Chan winked.
Felix rolled his eyes.
How did I know he would sneak that in...
YOU ARE READING
Artificial Love
Fanfiction"Oh Lix, you didn't think I'd let you have your way, did you?" Chan is Felix's boss at a pharmaceutical company which he's had his eyes on for a long time...not knowing Chan had his eyes on the boy as well... *PLEASE READ TAGS BEFORE COMMENTING*
