love beyonds everything

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Love beyonds everything

[ before reading play what if I told you I love you by ali gatei] * kung gusto mo lang naman eheheh*

I'm sitting at the edge of a hospital bed,thinking about my life.Being raised by a Christian family is hard for me to out or to express my self from who I am. It always bothered me how to confess my true identity. They are strict and religious at the same time.

Palaging may what if na pano kung ganto? pano kung ganyan? What if they won't accept me? What if they disown me? Anong mang yayari sakin?

I start staring at the hospital walls. Just a plain and lifeless wall. At the middle of my thoughts I heard someone knocking and my door opens. The doctor enter my room . Nang makalapit siya sakin he smiles and mess up my hair.

He check my IV at binigyan ng gamot na naka lagay sa tray. Kaagad ko din itong kinuha at ininom.

"Bryle, you need to take a nap"

"Now?"

"Yes, your heart surgery will start in any moment, please don't miss this opportunity " I nod and take a deep breath. This is my last chance or else I won't be cured and die in any moment.

" cheer up young man! You can do it " 
He tap my shoulder before leaving me. I bitterly smile habang tinatanaw siyang umalis.

I decide to lay down para matulog but I end up thinking random things. I was shock when my phone rang. 
Tumayo ako para kunin sa side table at alamin kung sino ang tumawag.

Wyrem is calling......

"Hey!" Rinig kong tawag niya sa kabilang linya. I smile while hearing he's voice goddamn it.

"Hey how's your day?" Tanong ko at bumalik sa hospital bed at umupo.

" brylle, let's meet at the park now please? I have surprise for my special someone please come " pag susumamo niya. Dama ko ang kaba niya kahit sa kabilang linya ko lang siya kausap. This man never failed to makes me smile.

" I got you wyrem, just give me a second I'm on my way. " I chuckled while hearing he's deep sigh. I hang up and stand up. I remove my iv and face my closet I need to change. I wear a black shirt and a pants. I hurried fixing my hair and I went down stairs

Wyrem is a special to me. One day I bump into him and boom we became close and close that make me fall for him. Nobody knows I fell deeply inlove in that case I'm afraid confessing my feelings to him. I'll do everything just to make him happy kahit kapalit ay ang pansariling kasiyahan ko. Well that's love sadyang malabo ang mundo at ang mga tao na hinahangad natin ay binasura ng iba na siyang pinapangarap natin.

I took a few step afer seeing wyrem holding a bunch of roses. The ground are filled with rose petals. Damn this place is so romantic that could satisfy my fantasies.

When our eyes meet he smiles at me and took a step so we can get closer. He give me a tight hug and hand me the bunch of roses that makes me shivers . I was mesmerized the way he smiles at me.

He tap my shoulder whispered

"Pa hawak muna bro, paki bigay nalang sakin pag dumating na si elly " he wink at me at inayos ng ilang hibla ng buhok niya.Shit I need to full my self together.

" bry salamat ah, your always there when I needed you the most" he keeps on smiling at inayos ang mga petal na kanyang hinulog.

" ito na yun yung araw na aayain ko siyang mag pakasal. Bry I'm bit nervous right now wala this is it" he brush he's hair and take a deep breath. Nginitian ko lang siya at tinulungan mag ayos ng kanyang set up.

This place is were we used to hang out and do silly things together I just didn't expect him doing this to others. I shook my head trying to forget my thoughts.

A few hours pass and elly arrived with a simple white dress she looks goddess. No wonder they look good together. I gave the roses to wyrem and whispered to him that Im leaving. He smiles at me and says thankyou bago ako maka alis.

Humakbang ako ng ilan para makalayo para pag masdan sila. Their perfect seeing them smiling and happy together makes my knees trembling and hard from breathing. I wear my ear phones and start walking

🎶i wish I told you that i loved you🎶

🎶Now its to late, you have someone new🎶

The tears im holding back a while ago runs down to my face. Pag ba umamin ako may mag babago ba? Magiging akin ba siya? Darn it!

🎶I hope she loves you like I do🎶

🎶Do you love the way she's treating you?🎶

🎶What if I told you that I love you?🎶

🎶Would you tell me that you love me back?🎶

We need to faced are fears don't be coward all the time. Just like what I end up, I didn't grab all the chance that I have and never thought I'd be losing it.

🎶If I tell you I miss you🎶

🎶Would you tell me that you miss me back? 🎶

🎶What if I told you that I need you?🎶

🎶Would you tell me you need me yeah?🎶

May mga bagay talaga na pang hihinaan ka ng loob bago mo masabi na ikakagulo lang ng takbo ng buhay mo. Dalawa lang posibleng mangyari sa ganitong sitwasyon una ay ang mawala siya sayo ng dahil hindi kayo parehas ng nararamdaman. Pangalawa being loved back.

Tinahak ko ang kalsada ng may mga luha sa mata. Nag lakad ng sawi sa pag ibig. I'm crossing the road when I bump into a car gasping for air and suddenly everything went black.

🎶If I tell you all my feelings 🎶

🎶Would you belive me,yeah?🎶

🎶What if I told you that I lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-love you? Yeah🎶



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Dedicated to jayden flynn

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