Pushed Aside

Surprise and Kisses

Elliot's POV

I kick the door closed behind me, my hands holding Zay to my chest, even as nerves and fear of what I'm doing go flying up my throat.

When I kissed him earlier, it shocked the hell out of me. Just as lost as he gets into my eyes, his own green gems spell me, making me do things I thought I never would. The plan was to come here, flirt a little, maybe give him a hug, but that all went out the window when I found him in my arms.

I had panicked once I realized what happened, especially once I felt that my cock had begin to harden once more in my pants.

But for once it wasn't just about how he looks, it's about the feeling of him in my arms. And that scared the shit out of me. After I ran out of here with fire on my ass, I had walked around the city, lost in my own thoughts as I tried to get my shit together.

I wanted to convince myself that it wasn't true and that I didn't want to have his body plastered against mine. That I didn't enjoy the feeling of his smaller body in my arms, warm lips pressed against mine.

But after a couple hours of lying and a binder that wouldn't go down, I had to face the facts.

I like Zayvion and I'm attracted to him.

Once I made myself come to terms with the words in my head, I had made my way back here, only to panic on if he was angry or not. But I didn't give him a chance to be, laying my lips on his as I pulled him into my hold.

Now, I walk him backwards to the living room, after kicking the door closed. My hands both come up to cup his face on either side, and his own wrap around my waist loosely, holding my sides softly as we make our way towards the couch. With my lips still moving against his, I let one of my hand reach down to his back and support him as I lay him down on the cushions.

My body follows his but I keep myself hovered above his body, not quite ready to get that intimate.

I open my eyes a bit and find sweet baby emeralds starting back up at me in a daze. His crazy eyes are shining brightly at me as he gives me a smile and it makes my heart so a weird little flutter thing that makes me lower my lips to his once more.

I close my eyes again and tilt my head to the side to get a better angle, deepening it the more Zay squirms beneath me.

And then he moans.

It's not as loud and obvious as a porn star moan, but a soft breathy one that caresses my ears and makes my cock twitch beneath my jeans, making my own groan escape me. Trying not to think about it, I nibble on his lips softly, asking for entrance and with a soft hesitation on both sides, he gives in and opens his mouth enough for my tongue to slip into his mouth.

My wet muscles glides again this hesitantly and I damn near fall on to him as my arms get weak from the fucking taste of his mouth.

He tastes sweet and soft and it makes my groan deep in my chest, one of my hands traveling down to his side, gripping him on his hip tightly as I give myself my first taste of Zay. Something that I'm upset with myself from holding back from for so long.

This man, his arms coming up to wrap around my neck has me seeing stars, his soft grasp on me making me forget about any problems that might have kept us away from this moment. All the shit that's been done, whether form him or me goes flying out of my mind as I give myself over to the kiss completely. Though I still keep myself above his taunt body, I lower my self, just an inch, so that the heat of his body flies up to brush against mine making me shiver.

I feel one of Zay's hands fall to my chest and he pushes slightly, telling me he needs me to pull away. I listen to him, though very reluctantly, and pull back so that my lips are barely grazing his, our bodies pulling in the much needed air.

As I gasp, Zay looks up at me through his lashes in distant fear and sadness, his green eyes barely able to hold mine, though he tries. "What's wrong?" I ask him, trying to bring myself back focused to him and not on his sweet lips that taste like fucking candy.

"Are you going to regret this? Are you going to run away again?" He asks me and I look down at him, my heart aching at the fact that he has to ask the question, but not offended.

I let my hand come up and place it on his cheek, even as my heart thumps in my chest at the intimate position I've found myself in with a man that I never thought I would. "I'm not running away from this. I want this. And I can't promise that this will be easy, but I don't regret anything about meeting you." I tell him and every word I utter is true.

He gives me a hazy smile that makes me chuckle at him. "Okay. More please." He tells me puckering his lips at me making me laugh harder.

"Seems like you've had too much." I tell him, even if I want to devour him once more, pulling his body a bit closer to mine, but I refrain, wanting to make sure that he's okay first. He hums in thought before he answers me with a hazy distant grin.

"Almost. But not yet. I need to get to bed, though." He tells me and I feel guilty when I realize that I probably woke him up.

"It is last your bedtime." I confirm and he laughs a bit before yawning and nodding his head. I reluctantly drag myself off of his body, standing next to the couch and looking down at the Hybrid with amusement and some that feels like affection circling in my chest. "Come on. Time for bed." I tell him and I crouch down a bit before sliding my arms beneath his body.

I pick the soft man up princess style and hoist him into my arms, pulling him close to my chest to make sure he doesn't fall. His head immediately comes to rest against my heart and I can hear his sweet sigh of contentment.

With steady steps so I don't jostle the tired and full Hybrid in my arms, I make my way down the hallway to the door that's slightly ajar. Pushing it open with my foot leads me to a clean room with a big gray bed in the middle of the back wall. I walk over to it and place Zay in it softly before climbing in with him.

He turns towards me with a sleepy smile before he opens his mouth and gives me a scrunched up face before closing his perfect eyes firm the world. "I guess you can stick around after all, human."

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I told you guys you weren't ready! How do you guys feel about Elliot? Do you think he's going to start acting right or do you think the back and forth is going to continue in his head and Zay is going to continue to get hurt?

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QOTD: how do you think the meeting tmw (Chris coming home) is gonna go?