YouTube is where it all started- A Dan Howell Fanfic

Chapter 8

I grabbed the letter from the draw once again. What should I do? I want to call her or talk to her. But I can't bring myself to do it. Okay let's think of the pros and cons

"Pro. I could have my BestFriend back"

"Con. She could back stab me again"

"Pro. I could be happy again"

"Con. Everything could crash and burn"

Thoughts rushed through my mind of when we were best friends.

*flashback*

"Hey Alice" I swung my head round "catch"

Lola threw a gummy bear into the air. I dived from one end of the bed to the other and catches the gummy bear in my mouth.

"Oh! Beat that!" I felt proud

"Hey look Dan just tweeted!"

"Imagine if we met Dan and Phil" Lola Is obsessed with Dan and Phil. Same as me. That's why we are best friends we both love them!

"If we met them I think I would die"

Spending the whole day with Lola. Fangirling abut bands and Dan and Phil is how I love spending my weekends. She's the best.

*end of flashback*

I snapped out of day dreaming by my phone vibrating from my YouTube notifications. I started up my laptop and looked on the video. 200 views what? How did this happen?!

People have watched me! And also 20 votes. Wow. Things like this just don't happen to people like me.

A smile was on my face for around 20 minutes. I can't believe this. I checked my twitter and my notifications were going crazy!

"New follower"

"@Lilly528: I love you!"

People actually are noticing who i am. And for once In my life I feel happy again. I can smile for real, not like a fake one. A real smile that has a meaning behind it. But even though I do feel happy, I have this feeling in the back of my mind. It's Lola. I think it's time I should at least try and talk to her. I mean she did make the first move. Why not make the second?

How should I do this then. Opinions, opinions Alice come on. Okay I could, ring her. Wait no I don't have her number. Okay I could go to her house? That's if she still lives there. Or it could write to her back? Like write a letter back? I like that opinion

I grabbed a pen and paper and sat at my desk. Poured more cereal in my bowl and pressed play on my favourite playlist.

"Hey Lola
Thanks I guess for the letter you gave me on the last day.
Okay this won't be some awkward letter I'm gonna get down to the chase. I did hate you, but only because I thought you hated me. What happened 2 years ago ruined our friendship and really it's horrible not being best friends still. We did everything together, enjoyed the same things. You were like a sister to me Lola. I miss our little chats at like 3am because neither of us could sleep. I miss hanging out all the time. I miss being your friend.

I hope that once you read this you will remember our memories like is Fan girling over Dan and Phil. Do you still like them? I do :) Oh and thanks I had a great birthday.
Alice xo"

I put the letter in my draw with her letter and covered it over with a scarf. No one shall read this but her. Well has today been eventful. I gained a load of subscribers on YouTube. People actually enjoyed watching my video! And I wrote a letter to Lola. I think I deserve a little me time now.

I jumped off the chair and walked over to my bed. I pulled the covers up and put my favourite programme on. "American horror story" I get really into this.

"ALICE" Lotty came running Into my room jumping on my bed. Awaking me from my slumber

"Lotty what do you want? I was sleeping"

"I wanted to say hi... " she sat up from the bed but I grabbed onto her arm before she could leave

"Im sorry for being angry. Come join me. You can pick a movie?"

She smiled as she walked over to the stack of DVDs by the tv. She ran her finger down them until she pulled a case out and put it into the DVD drive.

"What movie?"

"Toy story!" She lifted the covers and crawled in next to me. Her head rested on my shoulder as she cuddled up.

I love having a younger sibling who is nice.

"NO!" My eyes fluttered open to see Lotty sitting near the end of the bed. Her legs tucked up to her chest "WOODY!" She yelled. I laughed slightly at how much she gets Into this movie.

"Lotty?"

"Alice, will woody die?"

"Lotty you know the answer to that" she sat there steering at me "but no he doesn't" she smiled and span back round to the screen. I rested my head back onto the pillow as I drifted back off I to sleep.

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IM SORRY! I had writers block for this chapter>_<
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