Forever more (EDITING IN PROGRESS)

Chapter 12

-- Ryan on top👆👆👆
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*Sophia's POV*

I woke up this morning feeling all gloomy, yesterday I had completely ignored Lucca, up until the part where I argued with him about sleeping in one of the guest rooms, but noooo he said I must sleep in the same room as him, the argument went on for about 40 more minutes until I finally gave in, not wanting to argue anymore, on one condition, that we sleep with a pillow barrier between us

Ofcourse Lucca was angry with this idea but agreed anyways because that was the only reason I agreed to sleep in the same room as him

Right now I was laying on my side of the bed and looked over at Lucca's side to see that it's empty, I frowned and looked around the room, I then spotted, sitting on the side chair near the window, was a shirtless Lucca in his grey boxers staring outside the window with his fingers brought up to his lips as if he was in deep thought

Damn he looks so hot right now
No! Stop, he betrayed you, fuck him and his looks!

I cleared my throat causing him to quickly look over to me

"You're awake" he said softly and smiling a bit, but it didn't reach his eyes

"Yeah... Ummm. W-Why are you up so early?" I asked curiously

"Had trouble sleeping last night..." He looked down at his lap and frowned

"Oh" was all I managed to say

After a few moments of silence he finally spoke up again

"Look, I know you probably must hate me right now... But just so you know, I'm not letting you go, you come first above everything, I love you and always will baby" he spoke looking into my eyes

"You have a son Lucca, I think you need to focus on him and his mother right now" I looked down at my lap and tears brimmed in my eyes but I held them back, it pained me to say that sentence... He has a child with someone else.

"Do you still love me?" he asked in a pained voice and I looked at him like he was crazy

"Are you stupid? Ofcourse I still do, to be honest I wish I didn't right now because it's fucking hard for me, this is all too much, you betrayed me and lied to me, I'm only here because you won't let me go and I don't want you to hurt yourself" I spoke and got up from the bed

"I'm going out for a few, I need to clear my head so don't wait on me, I don't know what time I'll be back" I sighed and got up to go to the bathroom to freshen up

Once I was done I walked out of bathroom and saw Lucca changed into his work attire

"I'm going to head out too... Have to go sort out some stuff and make a few calls at the office" he said and left but not before giving me one more glance and heading out

I sighed, got dressed in something casual and left grabbing my phone and keys

I then drove to the beach, its seems like a good day for a strole on the beach...

I parked my car and took off my shoes letting my feet sink into the sand as I walked along the sea shore, I thought about everything, Lucca and I were so happy and now it's all shattered... I felt tears falling as I saw a happy couple kissing, I wasn't paying attention to where I was walking until I felt myself get knocked in the head with a hard object causing me to fall down onto the sand

"Shit!" I heard someone say and felt someone hovering over me, I held my head and groaned in pain

"Are you okay?" I heard a male voice ask me, I opened my eyes slowly and.. Woah... A really hot guy with gorgeous brown eyes and sexy beach hair was hovering over me and looking at me concerned