- Markeyvius Wright
"I will beat the fuck out chu, stop playing wimme dawg" Juice said to Boomer then passed the blunt back ta me.
"Nigga shut the fuck up, mad cause you ina backseat and shit" Boomer said laughing.
"Ian fuckin mad, hoe ahh nigga" he said then sat back in the seat.
I let smoke run out my mouth then stared into space before having a flashback.
"Mane hell nah, that hoe booty look sloppy as hell" Boomer said laughing as we sat in the car passing the blunt in rotation.
"Say that shit wit yo chest" Tre said then rolled the window down. "Aye shawty with the red crochet!" Tre said getting her attention.
"What nigga?" she asked putting her hand on her hip.
"My boy Boomer got sum ta say" Tre said and Boomer laughed rolling his window down.
"What I said was that booty you got on you is sloppy as fuck" Boomer laughed.
"Boy fuck you, didn't I give you top on 63rd before?" she asked and Boomer quietly rolled his window back up making us burst out laughing.
"Nigga you dirty as hell" Juice said laughing.
"On foe" Zion said laughing with him.
"You let that hoe suck you up son?" I asked shaking my head.
"Ion know what she talm bout cuhs" Boomer said and we shook our heads.
It was a cool silence between us for a while till Tre finally spoke up.
"Y'all think one day we gone have a down ass female? Maybe a kid" Tre chuckled and I shook my head no.
"Hell nah, any bitch that fuck wit me gon leave so quick" I said laughing.
"Right I play too damn much. As for kids? Mane no, I can't even deal with my baby cousins" Boomer said.
"I can see it, then they gone grow up to be best friends and shit" Juice laughed.
"Shiiidd the way I be fucking? I probably got 2 hoes pregnant as we speak" Zion said and I mugged him.
"Yous a dummy" I said then got the blunt.
"Who a fuckin dummy?" Zion said and I mentally rolled my eyes.
"Y'all bet not start that shit" Juice said and I chuckled.
"He already know ion fuck wit em, Ion know why he even in my car" I said and Tre let out a laugh.
"Mane on foe" Tre agreed making me chuckle.
"Fuck both of y'all, i'll off you niggas in y'all sleep" Zion said taking the blunt.
"Off me then pussy" Tre said.
"Bitch i'll shoot you in yo mafuckin head right now, don't fuck wit me Zion, ion even play that shit" I said and he sucked his teeth.
"Weird ass nigga, aye ima fuck with y'all later though" Tre said getting out the car.
"Be safe outchea" Boomer said.
"Always" Tre said then smiled.
"My nigga.. Key? Is he fuckin deaf or sum?" I heard Boomer say causing me to look at him.
"You hogging the blunt n shit" he said and I raised my upper lip.
"My bad" I mumbled giving it ta him.
1 hour later
I walked in the house seeing the kitchen light on, but no one was in there. I walked towards my room and saw Sydnee in the bed on her phone.
"Hey" she said softly.
"Wassup" I mumbled then took my shirt off.
"What's wrong withchu" she said sitting up looking at me.
"Nothing. I'm finna go take a shower though, I smell like smoke" I said and she slowly nodded before looking back at her phone.
I walked to the bathroom then stripped out my clothes. I dimmed the lights in the bathroom then stepped into the shower letting the water run down my head to my chest.
I heard the door open then close. I opened my eyes seeing Sydnee sitting on the bathroom counter with her hands in her lap.
The shower was glass, so I had a clear view of her, and she had one of me.
"I can't help you, if you won't let me" she said and I licked my bottom lip.
"I'm just reminiscing, that's all" I mumbled and she nodded closing her eyes then opening them again.
"About Tremaine?" she asked and I nodded.
"Yea" I said then grabbed the soap.
"The pain won't get better, but the way you cope will. i know how it feels to lose somebody close to you, shit i lost 4. To make me feel better, I always think of me walking into the heaven gates, and they're waiting for me. Just waiting for me to come home" she said.
"You be thinking bout dying?" I asked and she lowly sighed.
"When I was 15 i fell into a depression so bad that I attempted suicide 2 times. The first time it didn't work, I was so upset because I really didn't want to be here. I cried for hours, not knowing what was wrong with me, and not knowing how to fix it" she said then I heard her voice crack.
"The second time, I tried to overdose, it worked just fine. Thought I was finally getting what I wanted, till my mom found me in the bathroom. She called 911 so fast, and when I got to the hospital they tried to put me in rehab. But I didn't want that for myself" she said then sniffled.
"So years later, I finally overcame it. It felt so good to be happy at a point in my lifetime and it was because of you. I met you and now I have a purpose of living, I have Mani and Khloe, and I have you"
"I just want to be your support. I want you to be happy, because it makes me happy. I love you Key" she said and I wiped my face not even knowing I was crying.
I rinsed off then stopped the water. I grabbed my towel and began to dry off. I looked over at Sydnee and I bit my bottom lip.
I never knew she felt that broken, made me open my eyes. Just cause a nigga be laughing and smiling don't mean they ain't going through shit.
I brought her into a hug and she hugged back. I rubbed the lower part of her back then kissed her neck and looking at us in the mirror.
"I appreciate you. Without you Ion even know what i'd do wit myself, on folk. I like the feeling of coming home knowing you got my back no matter the circumstance" I said and she smiled.
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lmao i almost forgot about zion ass .
but syd + key so cute 🥺.
& comment please 😒 i update daily & get bout 10 comments each chapter, but i get all these votes.
ima update in 2 weeks bye love you .
