I miss you.
Every night, I wake up gasping for air, reaching for you, but only grasping empty air.
Where are you?
Are you happy?
These are just some questions I want to ask you but... you are not there.
I am alone.
When I sit down at the dining table, silently eating my food, staring at the blank space opposite me, you're not there.
I am alone.
I have nobody in this life now.
I wish I could join you, no matter where you are, but my promise to you...
To take care of myself, never try to kill myself...
I'm sorry.
I should have been there for you, helped you, supported you.
You asked me to move on, to forget you...
How could I?
You changed my life, no, my world, forever and now, you are gone...
To me, now, every day seems like it's raining... as if even the sky, the angels, was weeping over the loss of you...
Rain used to make me happy, but now, it just serves as a reminder that you're gone, never in this world again.
I would never hear your laugh or see your smile again...
Soon, all that is left of you would be my memories and the photographs we took together.
I miss you.
I would give anything just to see you again.
I just want to meet you...
Just once more...
Just to let you know that...
I love you.
