I'm The One To Blame

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A light entered the room,the morning was finally there.
Haru sighed
-Do you think I did a bad decision when I just left without telling anyone?
-Nah,don't worry,I'm sure they are doing fine.
B̵̼͎̈͂͝u̸̠͚̭̎͂̔t̸̺͓̉̿͑͝ ̸̝̿h̷̞̗̓̎̕ḛ̵̢̩̓̀ ̶͉͎͖͑w̵͇̠̳̚͘ạ̵̐̆̚s̸̤̓͒ ̵̤̱̦̰̎̈͌l̵̪̐y̶̱͍̔̉̀͝i̸̺̭̰͆͗́͝ń̷̀̆́͜ġ̸͎̭̚ ̸̘̆̊̎̓w̷̢͎̋͌i̶̧̩̭̱͋t̸̰̥̦͑h̴̪͇̋̆ȍ̷̳̦̞̯̋͠ų̵̳̯̬͑t̶̛̫̿̈ ̵͇̄̅͊̇e̸̮͙̬̽̈͒v̷̜̝̭̽͆e̷̬̙̞͈̿͊̈́n̴̢̧̻͌͘ ̴̢̩͓͆k̸̢̩̋̋͠n̸͓̮̫̯̏̒̓͆o̵̬̙͐̚w̷̡͚̼̳͐̏͌̈i̴̜̾̃̓n̵͖̞̙͝g̶͓̣̍
-I hope so...
She turned away.
-Hey they're doing fine,I mean what could happen?
-A lot could happen,Erwin...The world isn't the way it was anymore...Now mostly everything it's possible and that's why I'm worried...
He thought for a bit,Haru was right,but he hated to agree.
-You-....You're right... He whispered
Haru refused to make any eye contact...It seemed like she wasn't in a mood where she could look in someone's eyes.
Erwin tried to make an eye contact,but Haru turned her head away everytime.
-I'm sorry I brought you here,I should've known it wasn't right...
-It's not your fault...It's just mine.
-W-what?
-I agreed to come here...Where's your fault?
-Well I asked you...
-That doesn't give you any blame... Haru's face looked emotionless.
-But it's still nobody's fault this is happening!You didn't create the void!You have no fault!Stop blaming yourself! He yelled
Some tears from his eyes fell down,even if he wasn't a crying type,he does have his own weaknesses.And one of them it's his 𝙇𝙤𝙫𝙚𝙧.
Haru was surprised,she began to cry too.
-I'm sorry... She said in a shaky voice
She left the room.
-W-wait I didn't mean to-!
But she already left...
Erwin sighed and leaned on his bed,thinking of something.Why can't we have a happily ever after?!
Haru in the other was sobbing.She've got lots of texts from the other soulworkers,but she didn't answer at any of them,she didn't even pay attetion at the ringing phone.
She just wanted a happy life,just like anyone in this world.She was worried for her friends,she was scared,she was alone.
Erwin slowly opened the door.He looked at her,she was on the floor crying,her head was on her knees.
He hugged Haru's back.
-I'm sorry. He whispered
She turned around.
-I... Her voice was still shaky
He wiped her tears away with his finger.
-It's alright.
She hugged back,holding on to his jacket.
Erwin started to pat her head to comfort her.
-You're not alone and you don't have to worry about them...They're fine...Everything's fine...
-I love you... She whispered
-Me too,cutie. He smiled
She rested her head in his shoulder,still hugging him,looking around.
𝘼𝙧𝙚 𝙬𝙚 𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙧 𝙜𝙤𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙩𝙤 𝙜𝙚𝙩 𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙝𝙖𝙥𝙥𝙮 𝙚𝙣𝙙𝙞𝙣𝙜?










Alrighttt!Thanks for reading!^^
I'm sorry for so much angst,but I promise that after all this sadness I'll bring some happiness in here.

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