𝐓𝐨𝐲 - 𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐥𝐢𝐱

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After that night, Felix and I spoke about what had happened, to confirm what we thought we felt. Well, at least what I thought I felt...

After that we successfully ended up back together, I confessed that I missed his cuddles and kisses, which was true.

I also confessed that I was extremely sorry for everything I did, but of course that one was a lie. I also said that he should give me another chance to make everything better, to be a better boyfriend, but it was all a lie.

He gladly agreed to give me another chance, I was so happy. Damn was he the kindest person, I don't deserve him, correction...

I never did, and never will... Do you still want me?

  After we both got back together, things got back to the way they used to be. I still treated him badly, just a bit worse... probably because I felt lonely at that time.

I treated him like my slave, called him ugly names that no other human being should be called... except me.

His his reactions were always the same, he didn't show any negative emotion what so ever, any discomfort. At least not that I was kind enough to notice.

For that reason I always figured he liked being treated like that, but of course, I never learn do I? Do you still want me?

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"My soul, it was slowly fading."