𝐓𝐨𝐲 - 𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐥𝐢𝐱

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A day came in where I was at my most vulnerable state, I needed to let my problems out of my chest.

You see I was never the person to open up easily, but since Felix was curious on why I was acting so different, I had no other choice but to tell him.

I told him what was happening and surprisingly, he was able to help me out and ease my worries. Wow... the golden heart he had.

Maybe he wasn't that big of a burden... maybe i'm going too far, maybe I'm actually a bad boyfriend after all... Do you still want me?

  The night of the conversation with him, I laid on my bed staring at the ceiling, thinking. Thinking about our relationship, the progress of it.

Thinking about everything he's done for me and what I've done for him in return, which was nothing, absolutely nothing. How I treated him like he wasn't even a human being with feelings.

How he never gave up on me, the way he'd always care about me no matter what. How I completely took his feelings for granted, the way I only saw him as a toy to play with...

I was such an idiot, the worst boyfriend that was stupidly blinded by his desires... I'm just glad I noticed before it was too late... before it got worse. Do you still want me?