𝐓𝐨𝐲 - 𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐥𝐢𝐱

Epilogue ✧

Time passes by fast, even when we wish it didn't, it does. Felix and I still speak till this day, well, at least only on special occasions.

For example, wishing him a happy birthday. He still hangs out with the other members, though I don't... I just needed some time to myself.

He acts as if nothing ever happened, he seems happier... I'm glad for him. He most likely already moved on, yet again, how would I know for sure.

We dated only for a few months, but those few months still counted...

Chan never knew about the breakup, it's better if he doesn't. I don't want to make things worse... although he did seem happy for both of us....

What I would do to go back in time to make things right, to start over. To be a better me, to make Felix feel loved.

To make him feel happy, to see his precious and beautiful smile again... to feel his warmth. But that will never happen... ever again.

But what can I do, it's too late now... regardless if I want to accept it or not, it's over, he's gone, and it upsets me.

Although every time the memories come back,  the guilt also comes with it, eating me alive...

But it's slowly going away, because I've noticed that it's not worth living in the passed anymore, it's useless. So I try, for myself.

But what no one knows, is that there's a last question lingering in my head. Hidden in the darkness from the rest of the world, the one that makes me still wonder...

"Perhaps, would you still want me?"

The End
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"You're already gone."