OUTSIDER

Back To Reality

FYI at the top is Michelle you can picture whoever you want, this is my version okay

                                                    
Michelle pov
Sometimes we wake up and feel like this it, the day I die, the day I get something, the day I find my soulmate or my happiness. Welcome to my world of Hope. All that hope you feel just to find its all for nothing. You ask yourself is this how I want to live or what the fuck is wrong with me. I want to just...

"Michelle wake up, it's time to get up for school"
Michelle groans loudly "Can't I just not graduate"
"No, get up Mishka"
"Lorelle if you don't stop saying that horrible nickname I will ship you to no food land" Michelle warns her best friend
"Whatever I will wait for you outside in the car" Lorelle leaves Michelle in her room.
I feel so tired today like any other day, same headache, same mood and most importantly I don't feel anything. I have been best friends with Lorelle since I was four it's been 13 years with the crazy girl. She is the opposite of me bubbly, loud you know your usual social butterfly and you get me your wallflower, the invisible girl, antisocial and looks like she is dying. Whatever, I did my usual morning routine brushing my teeth obviously shower but I didn't eat breakfast. I don't eat that much because I don't have a much appetite. My mom even tried taking me to the hospital. Moms are so extra sometimes but I get it she is just worried. I have been like this as long as I can remember, it's me and you don't like me I really don't care. My best friend waited for me impatiently probably wants to go meet up with her perfect boyfriend. Argh. I just hope I get through the day.

What did you think of the first chapter,wack hey Stay safe Will update soon
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