Silent...(Harry Potter Love Story)

Dawn Explain's Everything

Dawn P.O.V

Cat found me in the Common Room and took me out to the Black Lake for me to explain this. "Dawn, what happened?" Cat asked me.

"Harry kissed me and I kissed back," I told her and she smiled.

"Congratulations! Does this mean you're together?" Cat asked I shook my head no.

"No, it felt right but also wrong at the same time, I don't know...I...I'm just afraid to love again," I explain and Cat frowned at me.

"Dawn, it's okay to love again, we all go through heartbreaks but the ones who stand up and have enough energy to get out of bed the next day, that'd be you, Dawn." Cat told me but I shook my head.

"It isn't because of the heartbreaks, Cat...It's the reality of someone becoming the Slut's Girlfriend." I said and Cat sighed.

"Dawn, you aren't a slut, and never will be, it's okay to be with Harry." Cat said I look at her.

"Why is it so imporant to you I get together with Harry?" I ask her and Cat tensed up.

"I...um...I...maybe...know Harry...might...like you too" Cat stammered and my eyes widen.

"I messed up big time, Cat...." I said sadly putting my face in my hands.

"Dawn, it's okay, just talk to him he'll understand." Cat said I hesitated but nodded.

(DA --- Stunning)

I watch as Ron and Hermione go up to stun each other, Hermione won, I walk over to Harry after the lesson was over. "Harry, I need to talk to you." I said he nodded I took him out to a Corridor and turn to him looking him dead in the eye.

"I'm sorry, Harry, I really am I...I'm just not ready to be in a relationship at this moment." I told him hugging myself feeling embarrassed by this.

"Dawn, something else is wrong, what is it?" Harry asked I could sense the concern in his voice.

"I've never had goodluck with love, ever, in my whole life. I'm like cursed to never be loved ----"

"You're not ----"

"Let me finish, Ken William was my first boyfriend who abused me when I never did what he wanted. I tried becoming friends with some Slytherin's but they'd abuse me too I always thought I'd be safe with people here but I'm nowhere close to be safe, Harry, I've been beatened, burned, carved by those haunting words all over my stomach, anything you can imagine. I'm even tortured by my own aunt! A living realitive of mine! I have their blood running through my veins! I thought love was easy, it isn't, love is really hard to handle and I don't think I can handle the concept of loving someone if it'll be hard." I explain and Harry cupped my face wiping away my angry tears.

"Dawn, I don't care, I only care about you and I wont hurt you in any way possible. I know how it feels not feeling loved, fuck, I went ten years being abused by my cousin, aunt, and uncle and still have for five years. Dawn, I have my own amount of abuse but I'd never abuse you or hurt you I couldn't live without you when that girl said she was my girlfriend, which she isn't, the only girl I want to be my girlfriend is you." Harry said I hesitated but nodded.

"I'm sorry...I just have had too much pain come to me when I loved someone..." I said and he shook his head.

"Don't say sorry, Dawn, you needed to tell me and I'm glad you told me." Harry said I smile lightly and hugged him and he hugged me back.