THE HARDSHIP OF BEING AN IDOL

CHAPTER 3

NAYEON'S POV

My life became peacefully enough. Meeting up with Jungkook secretly and having a date under a tree.

We've been doing that several times. Maybe two times a week is enough to us,just to meet and ask if he has a problem or sick.

Now we are here at our date place. Under the tree... watching the river flaws down the bridge. Holding each other, hugging each other. We are glad that no body notices us.

We've been doing this for a 2 months now. Sneak out of our dorms and make excuses just to see each other.

Actually two times a week is not enough for me to spend time with him. Because that two days per week is just like for 20 minutes or less that that.

I just really wanted to go out freely and go talk,hug and kissed him like what couple do usually do. But no.

Since we're idols. We need to be careful.

But thus month is terrible.

Our schedules is very hectic and you know his schedule is not the same as us.

His schedule is opposite from mine. That was hard...very hard for us.

We wanted to see each other often but can't do because of our hectic schedules. So instead we were just do chats and video calling.

Well that was unfair to us. We wanted to hug each other but can't.

How I wish I would be in his side just like his Hyungs and stylist Noona's

Aiiisssh...yah Jungkook-ah I really do misses you...I wish we still the same after this.

I sighed heavily.

JIHYO: Yahh Unnie? Are you okay?

Our leader ask me as soon as she entered our room. Seeing me with the looks of tiredness and lonelyness.

NAYEON: Nothing, just...am you know missing things.

I said as she just frowned to me.

JIHYO: What is it? Tell me...

She said as she sat beside me. I just walk to the window. Seeing the river under the bridge we used to watch every night.

NAYEON: I just really misses him.

I said.

I got shocked from what I said.

Shoot I am dead.

I look at her immediately seeing her smirking looking at me.

JIHYO: What about?

She replied to me as she makes her way in front of me, crossing arms and smirking.

NAYEON: Wha-what a-about wha-what?

I stuttered.

Aiissh Nayeon...you are really dead.

JIHYO: What about tell me about it? About that 'him'?

She said as I just stood there nervous.

NAYEON: Aiiish...I think it's time to let you know.

I sighed as I just walk back to my closet. Getting some of our pictures that I hid.

I looked at it and smiled. I really misses this. I really misses him.

JIHYO: Unnie what is that?

She said and went beside me.

I gave her the pictures I was holding. She looked at it shocked of course.

JIHYO: I-is this Jeon Jungkook? From Bangtan-sunbae?

She asked me as she looked at me with her wide eyes.

I just nod in response as 'yes'.

Well I can't take it anymore. I can't lie to my leader now.

NAYEON: I will explain it all Jihyo.

I stopped for a while and talk again.

NAYEON: Remember the days I am excusing myself? And the day you caught me sneaking out?

I asked her as she nodded and looked me. She truly wanted to know it.

I chuckled and continued.

NAYEON: Well I am doing that just to see him. Just to meet up with him. We've been doing it since last two months. I really do misses doing that things just to meet him. Just to hug him and watch the river under the tree holding each others hands.

I walk to the window again as my eyes get teary remembering the times we share on that tree. Watching the same thing.

JIHYO: Are you two dating?

I looked at her with her confused face. I just smiled at her and nodded. And that smile made my tear drop.

I wiped it out and smiled again.

NAYEON:  I really do misses him.

I said a I looked back and played with my fingers.

Jihyo went to me and hugged me.

NAYEON: Can you keep my secret away? Me and Jungkook still doesn't want to get caught.

She just nodded in response and let go of the hug.

JIHYO: Just be careful Unnie.

She said and left me smiling. I thank her for that. And as soon as she went out my phone rings on the lampshade. I went to it and saw Jungkook calling me...

I smiled widely seeing his name popping up on my phone.

I answered it.

To be continued~