THE HARDSHIP OF BEING AN IDOL

CHAPTER 11

AUTHOR'S POV

When it comes to love
No matter it was...
It still love...
Love can make you feel sad
Love can make you feel loved
Love can make you feel safe
Love can make you happy
But at the end?
That love will probably just a practice for you to show it to the right person.

It is hurt to let go of the people you love the most.
But the most painful is...

If you just pretend that it is okay to be hurt even though they knew about your pain.

They will just ignored it and proceed from hurting you.

That is the most painful.
They know that it will hurt you
But still does
Because it is making them happy
Seeing you in pain make them happy.

But in the end?
Even that person hurt you
Spit on you
Punch you
Wanted to kill you
If you love the person it will never change
By just their action towards you.

But I guess destiny is really this playful
You will meet a person and you'll love them
But...you were not destined to each other at all
You just met each other for purpose
But not destined.

NAYEON'S POV

It is been a month since me and Jungkook separated. Like really separated.

We just broked up. It is just funny for me that...all those kisses,hugs,cuddles were not really meant. And we are not even got caught by Dispatch.

I just thought he really does love me. That his love is stronger than him. But I am wrong. He just confessed that his love suddenly fading away that time.

I can't move on even though its already a month. Why?

FLASHBACK

Still NAYEON'S POV

I am now waiting for Jungkook to come over to our hotel room.

I am waiting an hours now.

I just keep on waiting. Because he promised me that we will meet this day. He said he will say very importantl to me.

You know I am nervous because of this sudden meet up of us.

After a 3 hours waiting he did came.

NAYEON:
You're late.

I said as I looked at him, pouting.

But I just got a bored eyes, cold eyes and straight face from him. No emotion at all.

JUNGKOOK:
Amm noona? I will just say something. Promise me you will not be hurt araseo?

He suddenly spoke up, with a cold expression.

JUNGKOOK:
We need to break up.

I widened my eyes hearing those words. I thought it was a prank but.

JUNGKOOK:
I just fallen out of love. W-we need to break up.