THE HARDSHIP OF BEING AN IDOL

CHAPTER 12

JUNGKOOK'S POV

It is a month now with Tzuyu.

A month full of love and happiness.

But why do I feel like? I am not even complete? That even though I am with Tzuyu everyday I feel like really empty.

Everyday I would come to visit Tzuyu I would really caught Nayeon-noona walking straight not even making smiles to others. Not talking nor even looking to anyone.

Is she really fine?

Last time I talked to her through chats. She said she is fine. But seeing her like this makes me wanted to hug her. Comfort her. But no Tzuyu will probably get jealous. And I don't want that to happen. I don't want my baby gets jealous just because of that.

But I really do worried about Nayeon-noona.

But I guess she is making her way to the word MOVED ON.

I am really felt sorry for her.

I am sometimes will glance at her at the corner. She is smiling but I can see that those smiles isn't even true. Those smiles still remains like a painful smile.

I said I just glance at her but guess what? I am now staring at her. I really do worried about her. You know this is all my fault. Making her sad and depressed like this making me even more regretful.

But this days I've been seeing Jimin-hyung talking to a girl on the phone.

He is smiling widely, ear to ear. Everyday he is like that. Every morning, evening or even midnight he always calls that girl.

But one day I just caught her saying Noona's name.

FLASHBACK

JIMIN:
Yaaaah Nayeon-ahh haha stop it.

He laughed out loud not knowing that I can hear him.

As soon as he sense my presence he quickly pus his hands on the speaker of his phone. And his smile faded away.

JIMIN:
Oww Jungkook you're there? How long?

He asked me, nervous.

JUNGKOOK:
Is that Nayeon-noona?

I asked not answering his question. He just nod in response as he went back to talk to her. I heard her voice from afar.

Those voice...is different from before. Her voice got colder that an ice. Her voice gave me shivers down my spine.

But suddenly as I heard her laughing through the phone of Hyung.

I felt like I am jealous. I felt like I just wanted to go get the phone and punch Jimin-hyung.

But why do I felt like this? Do I still love her? Did i really fallen out of our love? Do I really love Tzuyu? Or it is just a LIKE or just a CRUSH? But CRUSH or LIKE is different from LOVE right? It's different right?

But aaahhh!! What is happening to me?!

I am going crazy right now! This is so complicated I just ahhh!!!