I can't decipher who you are or
who you want to be? or
who you can be?
why are you so aimlessly dancing in your daydream.
Wake up or just lay there with no emotion bothering you
but NO! it can't be.
The myriad of emotions prodding into your heart
hurts you more than you admit it to.
You are nothing compared to the gems of your family
not even "a diamond in the rough" eventuality.
Who or better why are you the way you are?
no amount of pain or guilt can change you.
Unaffected you seem, but too affected it feels.
The words you flick off deep down always sting,
oh that's why you leave the room when they are thrown at you.
It triggers your gateway to open your baggage.
They unload in the form of tears staining your cheek continuously,
on top of one another with not a moment to spare
keep on falling, diminishing your veneer.
Your head keeps throbbing quicker than you can count
but you go on considering it as a distant blaring noise that you drown out.
Your whole body undermines under the fatigue and aches you ignored,
you lie on your bed, on your couch, on the ground,
you are beginning to lose the sense of reality
and you are just wandering aimlessly
like always.
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I have not posted for so long and I was thinking of not posting for some time too but I know I am so lazy that I'll just keep on procrastinating it. This poem feels rushed because I just wasn't clear with what I wanted to say and I am still not clear but if you find something you like please vote and comment anything. Also follow me if you find my writing good.Do whatever you want. Until next time, Ciao!
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