Accept what is and forget what was

16

The Ferrari camp was a somewhat successful, the last couple days si had just kept my head down trying to not start any more drama with anyone else. Mick had apologized and so did Marcus which I accepted, I made the choice to keep them both as friends the F2 season wasn't going to be easy, and didn't want to mess it up because of some boys.

Leading up to Christmas I started training a lot more now knowing I needed to be fitter if I wanted to do well in f2, when I looked in the mirror I was happier with how I looked, the training and not eating a lot had caused me to lose a lot of weight but I liked how I looked even if my family told me daily that I looked too skinny.

Christmas had always been my favorite time of year, the magical feel never gets old, living in Scotland most of the time we had those perfect white Christmas you see in movies and of course, spending time with the family was the best, this year we were going to Switzerland to spend it wiht my grandparents and the rest of the family.both my grandparents had always been my biggest supporters especially my grandfather I can still remeber as a kid going karting with him,the storied he would tell of when he was in f1 while giving me tips and advice,we kept in contact the best we can he being dislexic makes everthing a bit hader but I treid to call them both at least once a week. Someone else I had been keeping incontact was mick he would call or text everyday,I tried to keep it professional as possible.

Switzeland was as beutiful as I remebered, my grandparents over looked mountaisn and a small lake,every moring I was there I would go on a morning jog and explore the mountians and woods.I had never been much of a city girl when I was little i woould often take the long route home from school living in a tiny village my parents wouldn't worry if I ever went missing as normal I was playing in the woods or with my friends , some days I miss being a kid life was so simple back then I wanted to grow up and odten I now wish I could relive my childhood.