Accept what is and forget what was

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Marcus POV

After having dinner with the team on Saturday night,I went to my hotel room, some of the other teammates were going to play FIFA or something I didn't feel like it.I was sitting on the bed after having a shower, I just sat thinking about Sofia, I felt like I was going crazy thinking about her, I hadnt seen her today,I had finished 3rd in the first race today and 4th in the second race.I was happy with the result and so was the team.

I pulled out my laptop, not for work but to look at pictures of from a couple of years ago, I hadnt really looked at these videos and photos. I laughed watching videos of the team a couple of years ago,then I saw Sofia. I knew in the back of my head, I was watching these videos to remember our good times. One of the videos was the Prema end off year video, they ended up never publishing it, they cancelled the Christmas party because of Sofia, the videos showed how many people loved her, how many people she could make laugh, whenever anyone was in a bad mood she would get them to laugh even if it was the last thing she did.

I realised she wasn't the same happy girl, everyone loved, Callum told me about how she was a bit more last night, he explained that she was now at oxford university, but he told me how hard everything had been for her, she never reached out to anyone becuase she felt like a horrible person, even knowing it wasn't her fault.

Sofia POV

I woke up I looked to see it was only 5 am, I remembered this dream, I had just had , It was with Marcus, Enzo, Callum and lance. But for some reason, it didn't feel like a dream it felt like a memory, I had lost hope in recovering any memories but maybe this was it something, I wrote down every detail, we were in a truck in racing gear, we were talking, and then Marcus put his arm over mine, I could tell this wasn't a just a friendly hug. I sat in bed, seeing if I could pull any other memory, but nothing came to me, was this even a memory or just a dream . By 7 am I had gotten up , had a shower and got ready.I need to tell someone about his dream or memory whatever it is,I need to know ,if this was a memory or just a stupid dream.At 9 am I met with my grandfather downstairs in the hall of the hotel, I had a text from Callum if I wanted to meet up with him,and his teammates.I said sure,if Marcus was there could speak to him and see if what I remember was true or not.

I met Callum at 10 am,we walked towards the prema garage area.Walking in Marcus was sitting with his teammates,the moment seeing him I needed to speak to him alone,Callum and I walked over to them,there were chatting away,I just stood and kept thinking over and over again