Accept what is and forget what was

10

I was sitting around the firebit in my garden along side,billy ,jamie and Callum we decided to have dinner together and a mini party,being busy as the boys were often they never really got to go party with friends, none of did when we were racing so it became a traditional.We just sitting speaking when my phone started to ring,I looked at my phone to see who was calling it was Marcus,Callum also saw who was calling.
"Sofia, you shouldn't answer it"
I stayed thinking for a couple seconds,then I stood up, walked away took a deep breath and answered the call.

"Sofia?"-there was that New Zealand accent that brought back so many memories, I hadn't heard his voice since I had regained my memory completely.All I could say was a simple yes.
"I wanted to call to explain myself" he said that the angry hit me, he had hurt me and I was still upset with him.
"Marcus, I don't need you to explain yourself.I think it's better we end whatever we are here "
I was done with having my emotions played with,the last couple weeks, I had started to workout out more and thought about racing again but I knew I needed to be way fitter then I am now before I even bought it up to someone.
"Sofia please just listen to me" he said practically begging but I had made up my mind and I wasn't going to change it.

"No, Marcus this stops now. Goodbye" then I hang up the call and blocked his number, I needed to focus on myself and no some boy who didn't care about me.

The last couple of days I had been focusing on myself and my life. My parents made a couple of comments on how I seemed to be happier.The boys were back racing which meant I was back to focusing on school and fitness.Angelo and I had been in contact, I don't know why or how but he asked if in two weeks time I would like to travel to Italy to get back in my race car and see if I would be open to having a seat next year.I knew that he was asking it was because my parents had given the ok, so I agreed.