Accept what is and forget what was

17

Before I knew it Christmas and new years was over I was back in Scotland at my parents packing up my life as I had decided to rent an apartment near Prema's factory in Italy in the long run it would be much easier than traveling back to the UK every week also I had finally be independent. Deep down I was pretty stressed not just moving but the upcoming season I still felt underprepared even though Prema and the Ferrari driver academy were happy with my fitness even saying I was a bit underweight which lead them to decide it would be better if I didn't attend the winter training camp. 

I had always loved drawing from a young age meaning since I was able to I would draw my own helmet designs this season was no different drawing helped my anxiety so I need drawing probably more than 7 different designs that I liked the hardest part was deciding which design to chose as the f2 rules meant he could only have one helmet design.

The road trip to Italy was great as it meant I got to spend a couple of days with my dad driving through Europe, sadly I hadnt been able to see the apartment before moving in but Angelo knew the landlord I was thankful to find our the apartment was beautiful it was small, you walked through the front door into the kitchen then the living room which had a big french door which lead to a balcony with a beautiful view of the city. Lucky it was already finished so within a couple of hours I and my dad managed to move my personal items in and make it look like a home sadly my dad had to leave that night, I hugged him goodbye knowing it would be at least till I got to see him again which broke my heart as he had been my best friend since i was born and I had never gone so long without seeing him.

The next morning I woke up early as usual going on a run to explore the new town I would call home. The run didn't take long the minute i got home I took a shower which took a while to figure out how it worked, then I got dressed into a pair of black jeans and a red jumper then I quickly left my apartment and walked to the Prema factory ready for a full day of meetings.