Accept what is and forget what was

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Marcus POV
It had been a week since I got the email, I hadn't replied or told anyone, I didn't know what our relationship was or would be as much as I want to support her but I just couldn't really think about being her friend,I wanted us to go back when we were younger, and deep done I know it will never be like that but I still loved her deep down.

Sofia POV 
it had been a week since I sent the email and not a word, I tried to convince myself that maybe he didn't receive or hadn't checked his emails but deep down maybe it was because he didn't care about me anymore.
I hadn't left the house I spent my time redecorating my room, Callum had come over to help me repaint my room,I hadn't repainted it in 5 years and Callum actually had the idea from me to redecorate my room, it was a project I could work on.

We were in the middle of painting when all I could think about was Marcus,I would have rather know that he didn't care

"Callum?"I said while turning down the music that was playing

"Yeah"

"Have you spoken to Marcus ?"

"Sara what have I told you to stop thinking about him, its not doing you any good"

"It's just I sent him an email last week and he still hasn't replied "

"Maybe he's busy, you never know."-I didn't say anything back to him.

"Now come on back to painting "

He handed back my roller, turned up the music and we were back painting again.

Marcus POV

I looked over to my phone to see who was calling me, it was Callum he never really ever called me, so I picked it up quickly.

"Dude, what the hell?"

"Excuse me?"

"You know what I am talking about "

"I really don't Callum"

"Sofia "

"What about her?"

"She sent you an email and you haven't replied, i know you check your emails so I know you saw it "

"I've been busy Callum"

"Marcus we both know that's a lie, the poor girl's life has been turned upside down again and you can't be bothered to send her an email, even if you don't want to even speak to her again just tell her Marcus"

"I don't know what to say, Callum "

"Well think,I have to go but I send you her number just text or call anything mate"-Then he hang up the phone.

I a couple of hours later Callum had spent me Sara's number,I had written a hundred messages but nothing had stuck I decided to write all my emotions down and delete, how hard it had been, and being her friend didn't feel right after everything   

Sofia POV

My phone pinged I looked to see it was from Marcus, I still had my old contacts I was so happy he finally replied if he replied it meant he called about it, but the minute I opened the text all those happy feelings where gone, and my heart was torn out my chest or at least it felt like it.