The Stone Cold Crown

31 Past actions matter

Chapter 31

Past actions matter .

I was shocked. I thought all the stories I had heard about the royal family were fake. This is not some wattpad book or love story for all of it to be true.

And wait didnt he say it was me like I was his soul mate

"I don't really remember my childhood that clearly but I remember playing a song I never learned from granny. It must have been you. That explains why you played the song during my first music class in college and I recognized it. Listen Luke I understand all this but do you really expect me to believe all this. ?"

“But its the truth you wanted to hear it so there you go. I never wanted to let you know but the situation couldnt be worst so I had to tell you."

Ouch that hurt. He never wanted to tell me. Explains why he never wanted me.

Maybe his five year old fell in love with me not the recent him.

He tired to place his hand on my face but I flinched back a little I could see the hurt reflect in his eyes but I couldnt help it. 

All this is still new for me. A lot of questions started rising in my mind.

"wait so you knew when you saw me that nigh then why Carmella if you knew I was your better half why did you treat me so bad? . Why the hot and cold situation? I get you wanted to keep me safe. Then from the start you hurt me and have given me hopes soul mate or not . That is just wrong and inhuman of you"

He shifted in his chair and I could see the nervousness reflect on his face was he hiding something .

"I did not know I would meet you so fast in my life I was genuinely perplex with your beauty and your grace and your hit me in the face attitude .  Carmella and I have know each other for long now and she was the next best solution from my dad as my queen in future. You were not there when this decision was taken and I did not know how to handle all of this." He said

"wait so knowing you had a mate  out there  somewhere your family chose you one instead  ? Then why did you save me Luke. You had her I was not required clearly."I asked

He got up and kneeled right in front of me to hold my face in his hand while I was sitting in the Chair right in front of him.

I couldnt meet his eyes not after what I had found out and how he was hurting me more by spilling out all the nonsense he was saying.

I was half shocked and mostly angry with him for treating me like I was just another girl .

" its not easy Ella I might have done things the wrong way but I couldnt  help it I was very scared thinking what  if someone attacked you and what if you died I tired really hard to keep your effect on me away from the crowd but I just couldnt resist you when we were alone I am sorry for treating you wrong but you are my suited queen you are suppose to be with me but I am not the kind of person who believes  in love after what happened to my mom so all of this was super hard to digest . I have no clue what is goanna happen to us hence forth but I dont wan to stop myself now. Not after my worst fears came true yesterday even when I was trying and avoiding them "

he moved his face close to me and I felt tears on my cheeks he kissed them  away  and then kissed my eyes I was just to shocked  to react to anything going on around me .

"I AM NO MORE GONNA SUPPRESS WHAT I FELL FOR YOU . IF YOU BELONG TO ME SO BE IT . I, MAY NOT KNOW WHAT IS LOVE BU I AM NEVER GIVING YOU UP, NOT ANY MORE TO ANYONE.  "

I looked at him . his face was moving slowly towards me he wanted to kiss me and show me what he feels but I couldnt let that happen

I Couldnt  let him have my heart again a break it into pieces so I let his lips crash with my cheeks  . he moved back an looked at me  a little hurt and with lot of sorrow on his face .

I brought my eyes to look up and glare at him with tears in them .

"you made me cry thousands of times and broke  my heart over a million times did you really think was just goanna walk back into your open arms just because I am your soul mate . This full situation might explain a lot of things your insecurities your few actions your friends few actions but they dont explain the behavior you had with me all the time long. Its not that easy as you think this it is Luke.  right now to me you have proven nothing but a player who was no ready to explain and made a girl around him confused and left her hanging"

I got up and removed my hand from his and walked away right when I as at the door I stopped

"I would appreciate if I am not called for anything and I will leave this place by tomorrow  my brother will pick me up.  "

“How can you leave all of this and walk away and what about your friends ella ?" He asked me looking very hurt .

"Luke for starters  I am not even sure if they are my friends anymore . They might have just played a part with you because I was your soul mate and when It comes to leaving things you walked out on me first remember that. Just give me time Luke I cant take all this at once. "

With that I walked back to the room I was assigned at the palace .