22 Making amends

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Chapter 22

Making amends


Right after not getting even a wink of sleep last night I decided to get up at my normal time and go for a long bath today I just had one lecture in the evening so I decide I will go to the library .

After having a bath and putting on some horrible combination of clothes in which I looked like a hobo I started packing my things for a full day in library after taking my bag and keys

I opened my door and was shocked to see half of the hallway filled with flowers different sets of flowers were there lilies , roses , daises etc .
I have no idea how to react to all of this .

then something caught my eye a small note that was lying in the bouquet of sunflowers

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then something caught my eye a small note that was lying in the bouquet of sunflowers .

" I'm sorry you can't trust me again ,
I know you won't ever maybe let me in .
I'm sorry you don't believe in me ,
But what can I expect after doing such a sin"

My mind stopped working for a few minutes after reading the poem . how did my secret admirer know any of my events . was he present in the café when it happened or was it Jayson . which seemed impossible but just how I could not understand

girls stared collecting in my corridor and started gushing over the flowers and at the other end of the corridor I could see rose and raven standing with a smile on their face .

I knew I needed to talk to them but didn't knew how to get the courage to do so . so leaving all the flowers in front of my door and putting the note in my bag I walked towards them .
as I reached them as raven minimised the tension

" you can tell us everything over coffee"
I smiled at her and walked with them out of the dorm rooms

I ended up being at Bernie's again after yesterday so I was a little fidgety. walking in the café we gave our order and sat down and waited for our order to arrive when rose broke the silence

" so are you attending the camp next week ?"

" yes definitely . I won't be missing out on something great just because of small matters"

Raven put her hand on mine and held it tight

" you don't need to conceal your sadness Infront of us Ella , jay told us what happened yesterday we know how Luke behaved was unreasonable . just don't hate him too much he is like a brother to me and I know when he is in pain"

" listen I am not stupid I know he hates me . the only question I have is why when have I don't something wrong to him . he just seems so bipolar around me all the time . and honestly I have no strength to handle all this anymore . I know I am too obvious when it comes to my feelings for him . I know everyone knows I like him . but I am honestly trying really hard not to . can't you all see that . he doesn't deserve all my feelings after all that he has put me through"
by the end of my explanation I had tears in my eyes .

" we understand that he is a cold hearted guy but he has his reasons Ella. He is been my friend for long time now. I know him. He tries to make up for all his mistakes ,"

" well then how is it that I haven't received a single sorry from him?'"

" maybe you are not looking around for it hard enough" rose muttered quietly

" mind your words young lady " raven replied glaring at her

" listen babe when time comes I am sure he will have a explanation to all the things he did to you . also even if he is doing all this you staying away from us will only hurt you more and nothing else"

" I agree. But really need time away from him . so I can get over him . I really don't want to have any feelings for him anymore "

They both looked at me with pity .

" it's okay love we understand "

With that we girls were back on our old road . I decided I would not act towards my feelings for Luke anymore and be strong and not get myself hurt again

Just hoping the camp would not crumble my confidence and I would run back to him so he could hurt me all over again

It was almost evening as I was walking back to my dorm after having coffee with the girls I headed to the library as I planned with rose and we studied for some time .

As I was walking back to my dorm room I had a feeling that someone was watching me . I walked past the creepy lonely hallway and then I crossed the closet I had my first kiss with my secret admirer in and the very same moment I was pulled inside it again .

And someone kept a hand on my mouth and tingles shot through me where he touched .

I looked the kidnapper in the eyes the blue ones that meat with mine seem to have me in trance
He bend forward and kissed my forehead .

at that very moment I wanted to nuzzle my head in his neck and have long nap and forget all my hardships just for a few hours .

but he is someone I don't know even if it all just seem right all felt like it was right fit whenever I saw him .

these were the same feelings I had with Luke maybe that is why I did not complain to anyone yet about this secret admirer also that will be creepy and just plain weird to tell someone that I like my stalker.

" I am glad to see you are okay . I hope my flowers have made your day better "

My admired and me had never had a proper conversation before so I shuttered while replying to him

" umm yaa thanks for those . but how did you know I was sad ?" he looked in my eyes and I could see so many emotions swirl in them like he was holding back so much his eyes reminded me so much of Luke's that I had to break the eye contact .

but what he said next shocked me .

" I know everything about you my love . you complete me so can't I just do a little after hurting you ?

" wait hurting me ., I complete you ? what do you mean ?"I asked him after comprehending his sentence

He looked alarm It was dark in hear so I could not see him properly .

he bend forward and gave me a heart melting kiss on my lips and held me close as I moaned in his ears when he nibbled on my lower lip and then horridly walked out the door leaving me flustered .

Right after he did that I tired following him right out the door and the direction he walked in so I could get my answers but he was out of my sight before I could catch up with him .

I looked around a little so that I find him but I could not .

Half-heartedly I walked in my room and drew myself a bath to relax myself and to stop the overthinking I was doing about this unknown admirer I had .

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