The Stone Cold Crown

35 Million questions ?

hey guys I know it’s been long but here you go btw shoutout to @hildacollin for voting and motivating me to finish my book.

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chapter 35

Million questions ?

after a tedious flight reaching home with my brother, I did not bother explaining my parents and best friend what has happened.  I walked up straight in my room and stayed locked up for two days then hunger took over me and my body and I had to get out of my room face my family face the world.  we had the year end break going on so we were not supposed to report to college for another week maximum.

I spend my time trying to control my tears and spilled my guts out in front of my best friend. she told me what I did was right but if he was ready to make it up to me then he can deserve a chance. I was scared to open my account on any sort of social media fearing if he is back with her and he choose her because I walked away. I don’t think I can bear anymore hurt.  it was an easy choice he wanted her and alongside his family wanted the next queen as her. I was a bloody nobody in this story.

what shocked me was I started getting delivery of white lily’s every morning and chocolates by evening   by now I had bunch flowers and chocolate in my house and all came with the same note.

"I miss you "with no name. Luke was making up for all the time he hurt me but I don’t think flowers and chocolates will cut it.

I would sit by the lake close to my house and read for hours and try not to think of him but some or the other way he use to slip in my mind all the time.   is he with her? is he thinking of me?  he did say he was not with her anymore but for how long? even if he was not with her was he expecting me to be there for him?

once I return to college definitely, I will not be doing the same mistake of ignoring my friends but I still can’t understand how I will react to him.

I woke up from a noise close to my closet and got up to check what is in there . it gave me total creeps but I thought some cat might have walked in because of my open window at night. so, I walked towards my closet. suddenly I felt someone push me against the wall. he smelled so much like Luke. I wanted to push myself more towards him and drown in the warmth of his body. was he really here, I freaked out

this intruder kissed me under my ear and I couldn’t stop myself from moaning. he knew my weak spot.

"What are you doing, who are you?" I asked and tired pushing him off of me. he was so strong. he felt so good against me though reminded me of all the hot and bothering moments I  had with Luke .

"you forgot me my lily? when it has just been days?" the boys tone had sort of hurt attached to it . it felt like my heart was melting. the temperature around me was rising too fast, too soon. my heart was beating like I ran a mile .
"why are you here? " I asked him .

"cause I missed you so much. I missed how you felt against me , god I missed how you moaned my name  and how you react when  around me .  I can’t stop thinking of you and your face when I give you pleasure my lily "  he replied .

he pushed me more against the wall with his body and started kissing my neck while leaving marks on it . he slowly pushed his erection in my core and I couldn’t help but moan involuntarily and grind against him more for friction while he was   kissing my neck . My moans had no end , it all felt like a toucher dream.

"Luke " I moaned loud .

"god I love it so much  when u Moan my name "

"what are you doing this ? stop this . why are you doing this to me ? you don’t want me remember ?" I asked him

" it is to show you my love how I can control you without falling in love with you and not bend to faiths will . you will be mine with or without love darling "

I woke up with sweat dripping down my forehead. I was around 5 am I know I wasn’t getting any sleep after this dream.

was he really just attracted to me cause I am his soulmate or he felt something for me?. he is a player why would he fall for me. ?
I was dreading the day I had to return to college . my parents saw the fear in me when I started packing .

luckily they couldn’t take it anymore and suggested if I would stay a few more days and they would talk to the college and come up with some stuff for my permission.
I was grateful to them beyond relief.

days turned to weeks and weeks turned to a month. I knew I had to go back and face him and my friends. I was in constant contact with the girls . the university had resumed in full speed and everyone was taking lectures and practicing even more than before  .

Adding to all my pressure there was this feeling like someone was looming around my house with black suits and tie all the time reminded me of bodyguards but I let it slip past my mind. cause it was already working on red bull and I did didn’t want to give it more things to think about and worry.

I gathered up courage and spoke to my parents of returning and informing the college about my comeback and started packing. they made sure I was sure I wanted to go by asking me hundreds of questions that day. I was going back with a firm determination of not throwing away my life for a king who might or might not be in love with me.