I know it was sudden,
I know it is hard,
I know you think you dont matter,
I know you think I may be making it up,
I have feelings towards you,
I think sometimes it just gets too much,
My head is pounding.. my heart hurts too,
I'm not entirely wanting it for me.. I want to help you.
I get I'm not an anime character or someone who has been through alot, but my past is a bit clouded.. to the point I cant clutch.
I dont know if you'll read this.. I dont know if you'll see,
Even though there made of pixels, they cant be good for me.
I look into the night sky and think of all those things,
I think of the darkness shrouded in thick mist,
I may be scared but I try to see.
Even though I'm in fear I need to try and be there,
I know you'll be there waiting for me. I hope you find the feelings.. you once were looking for,
even though there just pixels,
they make me smile a lil more,
However I always fall back to the thoughts,
If the mist fades away, who will I be?
